"Hey" he said walking over to her "Look at me right now" he stated but she wouldn't "baby look at me" he said cupping her face.
"What?" She cried he wiped her tears gently.
"Don't you dare think everyone would be better off without you here" Dean stated "don't ever think that. I was the idiot not you so don't you dare" he stated "you hear me?" She nodded.
"The nightmares I had and I woke up screaming for you and you weren't there" she sobbed.
"Sshh" he said pulling her into him "I'm here I'm always here no matter what we are okay? I've got you"
"I should have listened to you after Amara" she stated "I shouldn't have just walked away"
"But I should have apologised instead of trying to defend it" he smiled sadly.
"Yeah but I didn't give you a chance to either" she smiled.
"Do you want to stay?" He asked gently.
"Dean I don't know" she sighed.
"You can have the bed and I will sleep on the sofa you look exhausted" he smiled and she nodded.
"Where does this leave us?" She asked.
"Sleep on it okay? I don't want to take advantage of you when you clearly ain't in that head space" dean smiled "but we can talk tomorrow morning okay?"
She nodded "I'm tired"
"Then go to bed okay? I'm here if you need anything"
......
A little while after dean was sitting on the sofa reading some research sam had found when he heard someone.
"Hey what you doing up?" He asked her.
"I had a bad dream. Can you come to bed with me not for anything just I need a hug"
"Of course but are you sure?" He asked and she nodded.
The pair got into bed. Dean wrapped his arm around her "sleep im here"