Spoken Word Poetry

Replaceable

You said you'd never leave me
That I was so important to you
But then you left
Like you said you wouldn't do

Now that you've found a new,
I couldn't think of something to do
But to deal with this tragedy
Please help me escape reality

Everytime I see you with her
I keep getting hurt
Wishing it was still me
Who you love so badly

I'm gonna look like a fool
If I will beg for you to come back
But what can I do?
You already left like I was nothing to you

How can I move on so quickly
If you're always with her?
Atleast try to avoid her for a while
To help me get over you

You still chose to be with her
Even if you know that I'm getting hurt
Can't you be considerate?
Because I'm already breaking into pieces

If you thought that I have moved on,
Well, I haven't.
I still miss your dimples
Everytime you smile at me

I still remember that night
You were in the corner laughing with her
And danced with her in the colored lights
I was there, wishing it was me

Sometimes I ask myself,
"Am I really that replaceable?"
Because you always act
Like you don't even care at all

I gave everything to you
I gave all my love
But it wasn't enough
For you to stay by my side

I'm sorry if I'm not the girl you wanted me to be
But I really tried.
I tried to be a different person
So you can love me and never leave me alone

Sometimes I wonder if you care
If you care about my feelings
If you care about our memories
Or even care about me

You look at her so deep
Like she was the light of your world
But that was also how you look at me
When I was still yours

You said you'd never hurt me
That was the promise you told me
But you did not just broke your promise
You broke my heart too