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🍯life's sweeter than honey.🍯

hey there, it's me, sam. it's been a while since i have updated this online journal about my own life. there's bee a lot going on in my life. you know how i had a big crush on one of my best friends? well, we've been dating for  a while now, and he's helped me so much in my life. i honestly didn't see any point in life all those months ago, but he was one of the many people that helped me. i'm finally happy with my life the way it is now. he is my happiness. well, but the only thing i'm not happy with is the fact that i have been so inactive on wattpad, i have no inspiration anymore. my writing isn't the best but i hate letting down my readers/followers like this, i have not had any new chapters for my most popular story except for the one i published 2 weeks ago, ugh. i really need to step up my game. school has been very stressful and sometimes i find myself doing work at 4 a.m because i am a heavy procrastinator, and i know it isn't going to get easier. it will only get harder. i wonder how i'm not falling behind in any classes, at least, not anymore. i was already failing within the first month of school, but i got my grades up. my life is still all over the place, only because of school. and with sports season coming up for me, i'll be tired every day. i won't have any time to myself, or with my friends. and on the weekends, i really can't go anywhere because of my homework overload every weekend. so yeet, school sux. but, i've gotten into more rock bands :) i've been stanning avenged sevenfold since 2012, but i stopped listening to their music. and one of my best friends introduced me into black veil brides, so i'm currently trying to get into them. i really liked their newest album, vale. as for my kpop, skz still keeps releasing bops. it's been roughly 2 weeks, and i'm still bopping out to i am you, get cool, 0325, hero's soup, n/s, you and my side. i probably won't be getting into any more kpop groups anymore, unless i actually have motivation and time. for now, i'll just keep eating my halloween candy.   i'll be going to mexico in 2 weeks for my family, so i'm hyped about that💖

well, that's all i have to say,except for the fact i might be starting a new story. no one ever reads this, so no one will know yeet. adios <333