Don't be scared when I am around (yoonmin) [finished]

Summer

TRIGGER WARNING [CONTAINS VIOLENCE AND STRONG THEMES]

''Dude, it's been a week that I've been asking you the same freaking question but you are avoiding it again. People might think that I am stupid because I joke around all the time but I am really good at listening to people and especially you, my best friend, my brother'' Tae said calmly while they were drinking hot chocolate at Jimin's house.

''What if you judge me ? I can't bear to lose you. This summer changed my family's behaviour towards me'' Jimin said and almost teared up.

''I know you for 15 years. Every single thing we have experienced together has left nothing but a smile on my face. Don't tolerate the pain alone bro...'' Tae hugged him.

''Just don't tell the others...'' Jimin whispered.

''This summer has honestly been the worst a person can experience. I actually visited my uncle in Spain, just for a little while though. He lives in a farm . It was so beautiful. Every time I woke up and went out in the balcony I admired the beautiful sunset and the pastel colours of the sun in the sky. I was sitting there reminiscing memories and calming down...When my little cousin Matias tried to introduce me to their gardener.

''Jimin, sorry that I didn't knock but I was excited. Too excited actually. Well I remembered how passionate you were for dancing and that Mrs. Park never really liked it so you never went to a dance school and staff...Alex here...say hi Alex''.

''Ehhmm ...hi Jimin...''.

''For the love of God...anyway he is a professional, he might be able to show you one thing or two.''

''I am leaving in two weeks Matias. I don't think that I am such a fast learner''.

''Why don't you give me a shot ? You might be better than me...which is impossible but still'' Alex said.

''It's a challenge man'' I said happilly.

I've always loved dancing. The movements, the flow your body makes to the music, peoples' applause , the unlimited amount of gratification you feel when you know that you did something that you love and that you did it good.

I wore some sweater pants and a sleevless shirt, that  I shouldn't have worn because the heat was unbearable.

''You can remove your shirt. It is actually better dancing without it'' he said.

''Fine, I just wanted to inform you that I know the basics because Ι practise alone in the gym.''

''You shouldn't be bad then'' he said with a smirk on his face. ''Though the barn is much bigger than here ,so Ι suggest going there''.

''I don't really mind'' I said.

From the moment he started dancing I immediately realised how good he was. He had a perfect posture and never fell once, since you know I happen to fall down a lot. When he finished he challenged me.

''Pick whatever song you like and whenever you are ready...''

I chose ''Paramedic'' by Kendrick Lamar because it seemed like a nice choice on my head.

I pressed the button and I danced. I could feel his gaze on me and Ι didn't know if I felt scared or aroused. Probably scared because he was a great looking guy I assure you, but I never liked him like that. When I finished he run towards me and whispered to my ear...

''You've won. Take your trophy'' ...

and he kissed my lips hard. I tried to push him by somehow he had trapped me on the wall.