Don't be scared when I am around (yoonmin) [finished]

Whipped for Jimin

''How many times do I have to say it? I told you 9.OO, my house, drinks on me. Bring some snacks and yourself. I have already informed the guys. They all agree. I think it's time for the first sleepover of the year'' Jungkook happily said through the phone.

''I am in man. My grandparents are so happy that I have actually made friends, they won't mind me staying over. What about Jimin?'' Yoongi's voice cracked saying the last words knowing that the boy is now back to his house and yet he seems so unnapproachable.

''I called him so many times. Then I send him a message on Instagram and he answered. Can you believe it? At least they are letting him have Internet. If I didn't have Internet I would be dead''.

''You are missing the point Jungkook. Did he say that he can come?'' Yoongi's voice now full of hope asked the other male.

''His parents are leaving the country this afternoon for a business trip. They both have to attend. They asked Jimin not to leave the house cause otherwise the consequences are going to be huge''.

''But...''.

''But he is not going to listen. He is coming over man, we have our friend back. He told me to inform you that he will be waiting for you behind the bus stop. You don't know where I live so coming with him solves this problem''.

''What if he gets caught?''.

''He has already arranged that. He has taken multiple videos of himself doing all the activities he normally does. Sleeping, watching TV, cooking. And in case they decide to call him on their house phone, he has disabled it so he is out of reach. I hope they are going to give him his phone back, cause I think he will drive himself insane''.

''These are really great news Jungkook. I cannot wait of our sleepover. See you tonight''.

''Bye'' he said ending the call. They had so many things to talk about, play video games, eat. Jungkook hoped that they will have a great time.

''Is my shirt ready grandma ?''.

''Why do you want to look that good all of the sudden? I mean, don't get me wrong son, I like that you are taking care of yourself, but you were never like this before, so it surprizes me seeing you styling your hair, wearing clothes with actual colours...''

''Black is a colour grandma. How many times do I have to say it ?''.

''When your grandpa was your age...''.

''Don't start with this story again, please. I know that you were high school sweathearts and that he is the only person you have ever been in love with, but this thing doesn't happen nowadays grandma''.

''I just thought you found yourself a girl that's all''.

Yoongi almost dropped his orange juice down to the floor.

''W-what ?''.

''You are stuttering. So you have actually found one. These are great news. I remember how happy you were when you first fell in love, with that girl...What was her name again?''.

''Soo-Ah and she broke my heart, grandma''.

''I know honey. But I remember when you told me you loved her''.

''That was a long time ago''.

''That was a year ago. My point is that now I see the same smile-even wider- in your face like the one you used to have when you were with her''.

''I am going to get dressed''.

''I am sorry son. I didn't want to make you feel uncomfortable''.

''It's okay. I am just in a hurry''.

Actually Yoongi was always uncomfortable talking about Soo-Ah. He basically hates her now. You see Soo-Ah had a very beautiful brother, Taemin. He was a nerd and he had a huge collection of all the Panic at the Disco albums. That was the only thing Yoongi knew about him. This and the fact that Yoongi really wanted to be with him. He wanted to show the boy that together they could be stronger against the bullies and that they could write music as a couple.

The only problem that stood on Yoongi's way, was the fact that Taemin was straight. So straight that in fact out of all the girls in his school he chose to fell in love with Lisa, Yoongi's ''beloved'' sister. Lisa exploited Taemin in many ways, like copying his homework or ''letting'' him treat her lunch uncountable times. How could Taemin be so blind? I mean Yoongi didn't mean it in a bad way, but his sister was always hanging out with the popular kids and Taemin was probably someone not even close of being popular. But Yoongi liked him that way. He didn't want him to change his personality in order to fit in. Together they could be weird and not give a fuck, at least that's what Yoongi wholeheartedly believed.

Unfortunately, Soo-Ah was also deeply in love with Yoongi's sister. She never came out to her parents. Yoongi doesn't really know if she has confessed yet. They haven't spoken since then. Soo-Ah started hanging out with Yoongi so that she could be close to Lisa and Yoongi, on the other hand, started hanging out with Soo-Ah so that he could be near Taemin. They were hanging out so much to the point they became inseperable. Everyone believed that they were together. And they never refused that. They decided that they should pretend to be a couple, in order to make their siblings feel jealous.That is why Yoongi has confessed that he loved Soo-Ah.They didn't even like eachother's company. Everytime they were together they were just talking about their siblings.

That was until Yoongi found out that Lisa slept with Taemin. He was never really aware why she did that. She didn't like Taemin. She was taking advantage of him. When Yoongi and Soo-Ah found out, they were both devastated. They wanted to feel loved so bad. They felt defeated. So defeated, that they decided to sleep together. They were needy and somehow they didn't care with whom their first time was going to be with. Even if they were substitutes of what they really wanted.

This is how Yoongi lost his virginity. He didn't sleep with the guy he so badly worshipped but with the guy's sister. A girl that he didn't even like. When Taemin learnt about their encounter he stopped talking to Yoongi. Yoongi still doesn't know why. He never got an explanation. Later it was revealed that Lisa and Soo-Ah had actually hooked up a few times, something that made Yoongi feel betrayed. After a month or so, Soo-Ah and Taemin moved with their family to Japan and they haven't heard again from them ever since.

Yoongi doesn't know why he shared this story with you, but he just wanted to get it out of his chest. That smile his grandma was talking about wasn't because of Soo-Ah ,but because of Taemin. And now his smile is even bigger. Due to Park Jimin. This beautiful human being, that for some reason is now knocking his front door...