Don't be scared when I am around (yoonmin) [finished]

THE TRUTH UNTOLD

I must not let myself fall in love again. How am I suppose to fall in love with a guy I know for almost a month, despite the fact that he is hot and extremely kind to me? He was the first ''normal'' person I had a conversation here, in this school. Exclude Hobi. He doesn't belong in the normal list. Hopefully none in the school knows that I am gay. I'd like to keep it that way considering the bullying I had to cope up with at my previous school.

Jimin was always complimeting me, telling me how amazing I looked or how much he admired my dedication and passion. But it was always in a friendly way, to make me love myself again , after all that I have faced. Plus, he doesn't really trust me. I mean, we know each other for a month and yet none of us had told the other about their bruises, the cuts, the suffocating pain.

Yet, here I am looking at him like a piece of candy I really want to eat, like a book I want to memorize its every single word. The sudden clapping of the audience woke me up and I immediately stood up and applaused . This is not me, I wholeheartedly swear. I am such a shy person, and yet with no hesitation at all, I  stood up and threw the balloons we bought.

He was smiling at me. It looked like he was thanking me for the whole surprise. He was proud of himself. He should be. He was veritably magestic.

Tae started taking pictures, while Namjoon was struggling to throw the confetti.

''If you don't mind Joonie, I think that I should do this'' Jin suggested because he lost his patience.

At that exact moment everything was perfect.

And yet the next, everything was not.

Jimin opened his eyes widely and started trembling. I felt shivers down my spine, for no reason at all. Why is he like this? He should be proud of himself. He was the most fantastic dancer I have ever seen.

I saw J-hope's face and I immediately understood what was happening.

Jimin's dad came in the stadium with a huge grin on his face. His mother was following him , with a disappointed expression.

''PARK FUCKING JIMIN...'' his dad screamed angrily.

Everybody stood still. I wanted to go and help him but Jin grabbed my wrist.

''What the hell, man?''.

''We cannot help him now. He has to confront him. Only if he faces him, he will get rid of his fear. Trust me, if something happens I will be the first to run up there''.

I saw him and felt so terrible. My dad , at least before his sudden outburst, was really supportive towards me. He let me write lyrics, he sometimes helped me too. I never told him that I was gay though, only my mother knew it.

''I can't believe you Jimin. What makes you think that you can defy your parents? I should slap you right in front of everybody in order to teach you a lesson'', he raised his voice.