Don't be scared when I am around (yoonmin) [finished]

THE BIRTHDAY GIFT

Author's note- I was watching hwarang and somehow I was unaware of ....spoiler alert!!! Tae's death scene. I am emotionally unstable right now. It was heartbraking. I hate when the most innocent and supportive character always has to die.

There are a lot of things that I hate about myself. The only thing that I am proud of, is my ability to sleep whatever the place or the time. I am a very heavy sleeper as well so waking up wasn't something that I enjoyed. People are like new day, new opportunities and I am like new day, more time for me to sleep. I also sleep extremely quickly, like it's just a matter of minutes. Unfortunately today wasn't the case.

Jimin's warmth made my skin shudder and all I wanted was to embrace him in a very tight hug. I am losing my sanity progressively. I was still a little taken aback by yesterday's events and yet I was staring to my best friend with lust and love in my eyes.

Don't be a coward Yoongi. You have him right where you want him.

Don't Yoongi. Have some manners. Think about what happened to him.

It was like fighting with those little angel-devil figures on my shoulder. You cannot imagine how much I wanted to follow the demon's advice. But I fought my urge and just sat there observing his facial features.

''I know you don't mean it in a creepy kind of way, but it looks a lot creepy Yoongi...'' Jimin stated slightly opening his brown orbs, absorbing the light of the room.

''I wasn't staring at you. I just wanted to check if you are alright. Should we change the bandages?'' I said trying not to feel exposed.

''That won't be necessary, at least for now. There isn't much blood. Perhaps a slight sting but it will pass''.

''Okay'' I nodded a little frustrated. I wanted him to know that I was there for him and that I will always be.

''Is that all?'' he said. For some reason I sensed that  he hated me for forgetting my ba....friend's birthday so I decided to give him my gift now.

''Why am I forgetting something? I don't think so'' I said with a slight smirk on my face.

''It's nothing really'' he said with a small frown appearing on his face.

Well in all my life I never thought me, Min freaking Yoongi would be so whipped with someone like Jimin. But how can you not love him? The one moment he is all acting cute like you just want to squeeze his cheeks and out of the sudden he turns into a hot, sexy dance machine.

Man, I am so whipped for this boy...

''Why are you frowning? Did I do something?'' I asked him. I was slightly enjoying the teasing, not going to lie.

''No. It's nothing. I just really want to sleep''.

''Noone is bothering you. Do you want me to leave the bed so that you  could be more comfortable?'' I asked, a feeling that he is going to say yes echoing in the back of my head.

''No!!!'' he shouted. ''Don't leave me alone. Not today at least''.

''What is it today anyway?''.

''Yoongi...just forget it'' he said turning his face away from mine, facing the wall.

You are teasing him way too much Yoongi. I slid my hand under the bed and grabbed a box. I have been preparing his gift since I talked about his birthday with the guys. I wanted something  special for him, so I asked Taehyung's help. I think I did a decent job.

''It's not much, but it's better that nothing'' I said shoving the box literally inches away from his face.

Why is this so awkward?