My Savior !

This was not a good thing.....

(A/N : oh my god !!!! 2 updates in a day ?!? That's crazy !!!!😂❤️)

Dean

No....no ! Get rid of whatever you're thinking Ambrose ! She won't ever have a thing for you , she's your best friend ! I covered my face and looked at Nikki , whose arms were around me .

I removed a strand of her hair out for her face .

I feel bad for what she's doing.....and she's.....she's just making me use her like she's a toy ! I don't want her to go threw that pain once again.....

God....I'm such a horrible person !!!! I can't believe that I'm doing this to my best friend !

Ugh...,Ambrose....get a hold of yourself for a freaking second.....

I looked around the room and it was already sunset .

I poked Nikki and she pushed me away , I did again .

"STOP!!!! I wanna Sleep..."

I poked her again .

"Shane , seriously.....stop it....Shane !!!" She said and I fended , she still loves him....

I poked her again and she got up , opening her eyes , "okay that's enough Sh-" she looked at me and stopped . "Sorry !" She said and I smiled.....fake smiles.....

She hugged me and I hugged her back .

This was not a good thing......using my best friend is not good....just no.....

Renee was my everything....she still is......Nikki ? Yes , small feelings and I'm trying not to make them get stronger .

I smiled at her cuteness as she stood up , jumping over to the kitchen .

I wish she was mine.....but that can never happen and we all know it because she once used to be a McMahon and she wouldn't date a stupid , useless , cheated on guy . And we all know it !

If we were forced to be in a relationship , then she'll hate me ! Because look at how I look like and look at her lifestyle .

But I could give her everything she ever wanted and anything.....but we all know....we all know that she still loves her Shaney......

I hate that guy ! He stole everything from me even from high school !!!!

God damn.....what are you doing to me , Nicole ?