NCT & Stray Kids Imagines

Jeno(제노)-1/2

Genre:Fluff
Title: Smile
Warnings: Depression and Suicidal Mentions. Pls dont read if it triggers you.
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Red. What could possibly associate with the colour red? Blood. You see it everyday after school. Today was nothing much lesser than the day before.

You woke up, bathed and lazily wore some sweatpants and hoodie to hide your cuts. Walking downstairs, you saw your mum sleeping on the couch with bottles of beer on the floor empty. Your elder brother had left for school already not caring about you.

You sighed, grabbed a slightly burnt toast and munched on it as you walked to school. Upon arriving school you went to the rooftop to chill there. It was a calm you went to before even going to class. You have spent hours here alone, you even slept here until the school closed.

You settled your bags down and plugged in your earphones as you did some extra credit work. You heard footsteps coming closer to you and stopping in front of you so you looked up.

"What do want Haechan." You said.

"Mum forgot to give you money right?" Your brother said.

"Yeah, why should you care." You went back to doing the work.

"Here. I just feel bad we have such horrible parents. Also you should eat with me and friends later for recess." Haechan said.

"Why do you care. You have been leaving me and been mean to me since forever and never treated me like your sister for once in school." You looked up at him.

"I know sis but i just feel like we should just stick together and maybe try to move out of the house. I might be moving with my friends into their house. They have an extra bedroom if you wanna stay with us." Haechan said. You scoffed.

"Haechan. I would love to but who is gonna take care of mum? She is gonna be rotting at home alone." You said.

"Sis, has she even bothered to care about us? Do you even remember a single time where she hugged or kissed us goodnight?" Haechan said.

You were on the verge of crying.

"No...But Haechan.."

"No buts sis im worried for you. I know you cut yourself. I know your depressed. The only way to fix that is if we leave that dungeon." Haechan said.

Your tears fell. Haechan went to hug you.

"Haechan it hurts. I dont wanna be depressed anymore. I wanna feel loved. I hate my life." You cried.

"Shhh its okay sis. Im here. Why dont we after school pack our stuff and escape home. Plus mum will probably be drunk and drinking again if we go back home." Haechan smiled.

You looked up at him and nodded. The bell rang. To be very honest, you and Haechan were only a year apart so he didnt mind you using formalities. Plus he loved you so much he didnt care. Haechan dragged you to his class. You were a year ahead cause you were smarter than people who were around the same age as you. You wiped your tears and Haechan forced you to sit next to him and his friends.

"Yo Haechan. Who is this girl?" Haechan's friend called out.

"This is Lee Y/n. My sister. Shes a year younger than me but shes smarter than the ones who are at her age so shes in our class." Haechan introduced you.

"Oh hi Y/n. Im Jeno. This is Renjun and Jaemin." Jeno waved at you. You smiled at him.

"She has a cute smile Haechan." Jeno said.

"Stop you weirdo." Haechan said. You giggled softly.

"Sorry sis. My friends are well single and maybe desperate for a girlfriend but im not allowing anyone to touch my baby sister." Haechan said.

"Haechannie...You dont need to do that you know. Im old enough. Plus i find your friends pretty cute too." You blushed.

"Eww okay, concentrate lovers." Haechan said.

About an hour later of boring mathematics, the bell rung. It was now recess. You were packing your bag while Haechan went outside the gather his other friends, you thought Jeno went out with Haechan. You were taking your time to pack but then someone helped you pack so you looked up to find Jeno helping you.

"O-Oppa you know i can do it myself." You said.

"Oppa? You call me that but dont call your brother that? I feel honoured." He smirked. You blushed.

"Ani. I just like calling Haechan without formalities cause we are close. I feel bad if i dont use formalities to you or to your other friends." You said.

"Im just kidding. You know me, Jaemin and Renjun are the same age as your brother. Its fine if you dont want to use formalities." He smiled.

"Oh o-okay Jeno." You shyly said.

"Come on lets go, they are probably waiting for us." He walked out.

So much for him being nice. You sighed and went to meet Haechan. They brought you to their table.

"Well this is our table. That is Mark hyung, Chenle and Jisung." Haechan said.

"Oh hi." You waved awkwardly. The sleeve dropped from your hand and you put your hand down.

You bet Chenle and Jisung saw it cause they had concerned looks on their faces. You sat at their table and Haechan went with Mark and the other 00' liners to grab food. You were stuck with Chenle and Jisung.

"Hi Y/n, we hadnt really heard about you from Haechan hyung. We didnt even know he had a sibling." Chenle said.

"How old are you?" Jisung asked.

"Im 18(korean age)a 01' liner." You shyly said.

"Wahhh nice another 01' liner! Jisung is a year younger than us." Chenle said.

"Noona..We saw your arm. Are you okay?" Jisung cautiously asked.

"Well if im being honest no. Im not okay. Me and Haechan live with horrible parents. I became pretty depressed and have been cutting myself. I didnt feel like i wanted to be happy in this world. I grew up feeling like no one loved me." You said.

"Aww its okay Y/n, you have the guys and us! Haechan hyung said he is moving in with us. Are you coming too?" Chenle asked.

"Yeah i am...Also please dont tell the others, my brother knows about it so its fine if you ask him questions but in secret okay?" You said. The both of them nodded. The others came back.

"Sis why are there tears on your beautiful face?" Haechan asked.

"Oh wait i cried? Oh i didnt even know about it. But it has nothing to do with these two i swear." You said.

"Fine, i trust your word but if any of them hurt you im murdering them."
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End of part 1. Part 2 will come out soon dont worry people.