Oblivion

3 - Diary

"Yo! Sup Jirro?" Erwin said.

Erwin was Jirro's friend since high school. They grew up together. Though they decided to go separate ways in college, they still find time to hang out and make fun.

He's riding a Ford GT40 today. Just enough to impress girls he thought.. He just went at Jirro's school to fetch him up. Jirro called him and decided to go.

"He never calls except if he has a problem." Erwin said to himself.

He saw him sitting outside.

Jirro lit another cigarette as he passed through bunch of girls surrounding him. They tried to catch his attention. But he just can't get over the pretty little chubby earlier.

"Hey. Jirro, what are ya thinking?" Erwin said again playing with his beautiful long brown hair.

But Jirro just ginored him.

"Brah. Is it about Candice?"

Jirro looked at him. He threw his cigarette and said...

"Don't bring that topic ever again."

Erwin tapped his shoulder.

"Easy. Easy. Sorry man. I've heard the news from bunch of no ones outside the physics lab. I just thought.. Argh. Never mind. Forget it." 

"Come on. Let's go." Jirro walked towards Erwin's car/

They were both silent as Erwin drove Jirro home.

It wasn't a very long drive. But both were thinking deeply.

"Hey. Win, gotta go. Bye."

"Bye brah. Fix your car. I'll be gone for a few days." Then he left.

Jirro began looking for his key. And then entered his house. He threw his things on the floor. God, it was messy. It wasn't that big. The house has three rooms.. one for Jirro, a guest room and a room painted in pink. First he visited the pink room. It was beautfiul with lots of decorations. Gladly, it was so clean. As if someone's occupying it. Sure he perfectly maintained the room. It has a double-sized bed with a pink sofa and a white carpet. It has an airconditioner too. Jirro turned it one. He didn't care if it will be an additional payment for the monthly bill. He carefully looked around to see if it was arranged the same as before. After the inspection, he locked the room and sighed deeply,

His white chihuahua cheered him up. It was Cheeko. His only companion and the only good thing left, he always say.. Cheeko cuddled him. So he carried his dog and began looking for food. He was so hungry. He didn't eat the whole afternoon.

Jirro saw the baked mac. He put it on the microwave. While waiting, he began to lit another cigarette and fed Cheeko.

After a few minutes, the baked mac was ready. He ate it as fast as he could. Jirro brought Cheeko into his room. They both sat in his rocking chair.

Then Jirro opened his laptop. A picture of him and a girl was his wallpaper. Though the girl's face was partly blurry. He took a notebook and began writing.

"Day 1,

I saw her again today. It was funny that she was so scared of me. She trembles a lot. Though that faggot is really pretty, she's always an idiot. Guys in the park were really crazy. I wanted to kill them. When she cried, I wanted to comfort her. But I tried to control myself. I admit, she's a bit attractive despite of her chubby shape. Her actions irrtates me a lot. I cannot forget what she did. Everytime I see her, I feel guilty. I hope this sem will help to do what I must do. I want to make things right this time.

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-xxx-

Hayst, Mejo busy kasi eh. Sorry guys. Thank you. Yan si Erwin sa pic ^^V

xoxo

-Cindy :)