Oblivion

7 - Attracted to you

I woke up in a familiar room. It's a bit messy here so I guess it's a male's room. Then a white Chihuahua is sleeping beside me. It was really cute and I can only think of one person who have a very beautiful pet as this one.

I'm in Jirro's pink room.. again.

Tonight is totally different. I'm only with my bra and panty covered by a very big white blanket. The last thing I remember is the part where Jirro and I are dancing and that I was totally wet wearing a strapless bikini and a shorts. Damn, what the hell did I do? What did he do to me?

I may just be overreacting. But wait, what happened last night? I have the right to be curious. I barely know a thing. Jirro may laugh at me. All of them will probably hate me. I should probably ask him or maybe not. I think I'll just forget everything. Maybe my schoolmates will think differently now that I was like that, wild and all. I gave myself a good slap because of what happened. Well, I kinda usually like hurting myself when I did something wrong or if things don't really go well.

It's just two in the morning so I decided to run fast to see where's the bad guy. But he's sleeping in his own room.

When I saw him sound asleep, it's just about time to snap out of his house. First, i shall grab some big shirt and pants over the dresser in the pink room. I don't want to go outside like this. Just about to finish 'dressing up', I saw a note in the table.

"Faggot, don't leave or you're dead. -J"

Damn. To whom are you addressing that? Your dog? I am not afraid of you ugly guy. I'm going out and no one's gonna stop The Great Candice.

I decided to get up and try to fix my bed for Haijo keeps on tugging me for a walk today. Though my head hurts, I really can't say no to him. Especially that he's going to be a father now. He cares much now about hailey than his master. I am proud that my dog became a good man. I'm a bit dramatic when it comes to my dogs.

It's only 5 in the morning and we started walking. I can see how Haijo really loves Hailey. Whenever there's a car passing by, he immediately covers Hailey and leaves a peck on her cheeks. I envy them a lot. I know that they are just dogs and all. But they will soon be having a big family and I feel like being left behind.

When we were about to depart the park where my dogs usually love to run around and sniff everything, we saw Jirro with Cheeko. I looked at him but he never looked at our way. I stiffened when he passed through us thinking about the death note earlier. When I saw him jogging and not looking back, I grabbed Haijo and Hailey and went back the house. part of me was sad because he did not even bothered to look at me. I will be gald if he stared bringing the scary face. I am being a douchebag. I don't know what happened last night and now, the person whom I have the only link to the past is even ignoring me.

I was about to leave when he saw me. A blurry face in front of me all over again. And then he asked, "Why? Is there a problem? Tell me. Why are you crying? Have I done something wrong?" Minutes passed.. I said nothing.Why did you lie to me? Am I not enough? Is that something I have to worry about? Tell me. My mouth spoke with all it's initiative. "Are you not telling me something?"

Seconds passed. He looked at me and spoked calmly, "Was this about this?" Holding his phone as if a toy ready to be thrown away. "Tell me what you're crying about so we can fix things up." I said all of my thoughts, all my doubts.. all my fears. Then he started explaining such a big bad mistaken interpretation.