Secrets Are Always Kept

Three

I do not recall what happened in the next series of events, until I was hunched over the toilet, vomiting whatever the hell I ate last time, and i'm pretty sure that it was all the alcohol. I heard people around me calling to me, trying to see that I was alright. Eventually, I told them all that I was alright and they all left me alone, which I wasn't alright, I just needed to be alone. I try to pick myself up from the cold tile floor, but slip. I fall back on the floor, not having enough energy to pull myself together. After many struggles, I finally am able to stand up and clean up my disgusting mess. It really surprises me that my body would get this upset to a simple thing like seeing the love of my life, kissing another woman, more specifically, that bitch that I hate with all my soul.

My heart really shattered that moment. You may be thinking, 'Don't get so upset about a boy, there are plenty of others', I really wish I could. See my situation is that I am basically obsessed with him, but he doesn't even know it. I stalk him on Facebook every single day and I even make manips of him and I. It has gotten to a level of which I cannot control anymore, so I just go along with it. It's not an obsession because every time I think of him, I get butterflies in my stomach. I really do love Nathan. But I just hope that one day I will wake up and that feeling for him is gone.

I know I really shouldn't get so worked up about this situation because I know that Jennifer is a slut. She kisses a different guy each day and doesn't even like the guy. Why should Nathan be different? I just hope she doesn't try to ruin anything for me. I would probably shoot myself if Nathan and her dated or even got married. I know that's a bit extreme, and I am really starting to sound like an overly attached girl here.

All of that shit happened during lunch, and now I have a class with the pinkies. The pinkies are basically Jennifer and her clique. There are like ten other girls in her group, but in this class there is just three. Let me tell you, those girls are fucking stupid. They basically spend class talking really loud or fixing their makeup for forty-five minutes straight. They don't even do the work and just sit there.

Oh and guess who else is in this class with me?

George.

He sits a seat behind me, next to the pinkies.

"Oh hey, you're new right?" Jennifer says behind me.

"Yeah, hello I'm George." I can hear Jennifer laughing for no reason.

"I'm Jennifer, and George, I can honestly say that we're going to get along just fine." I turn around and see Jennifer eyeing George. Oh yippe, a new future couple!

"Come hang out with us at Rocky's Diner after school, okay?"

"Umm okay." George seems to be smirking at her.

"We'll wait for you in front of the school." Jennifer has a satisfied look on her face as she turns back to look at me.

"You ain't getting nobody, as long as I am here." She whispers in my ear while poking a pencil to my back. I clench my fist tightly, trying my hardest not to punch her in the face. I try to forget about them and try to go back to working on my assignment.

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I walk to my locker to put some of my books away, I always carry a lot of books for some reason. After I organize and put my things away, I grab my bag and begin to walk through the hallways to the front of the school to wait for Juilian. Today has been such a shitty day that I just want to fall alseep and forget about everything, well atleast for a while. I sit on the bench, patiently waiting for Julian to show up. Jennifer walks out of the front door with her arm around the new guy George as I scowl at them. Well I know that by tomorrow they will be dating.