One Direction's Manager

Stay with me

Meghan's P.O.V

So today was the day I had to choose whether to stay with the boys or go with Justin it's going to be the toughest decision i'll every make in my life. I really don't know who i'm going to choose yet, honestly I hope it's the right decision that I make and not the wrong one.

"Are you done thinking about it yet?" Justin asked.

Oh right I was at Justin's right now because it was the first place that I thought would bring me comfort that was closest to the boy's apartment.

"No Justin because it's a hard decision." I said somewhat annoyed.

"I'm sorry it's just you know who I want you to pick, and i'm not sure if you're going to." He said looking at me with seriousness.

"I know but...." I sighed. "I just need some time to think about it alone I guess since you guys aren't helping at all." I grabbed my stuff and then I left his apartment without another word, I hated fighting with him but there is times where you need to be alone to think about something big like this.

While I was walking down the street, I saw the park so I thought I would go there and figure this all out while i'm there, I thought about who I was going to pick. It was hard but I think I finally have it all thought out, the way it's supposed to be. So I made the long walk back from the park to the apartment, which wasn't really that long of a walk but it felt like it as I was walking up the stairs going to give the news.

I opened the door to the apartment. "Hey." I said close to crying.

"Hey, what's wrong?" Harry asked.

"I'm sorry i'm going to quit and go with Justin." I said.

"Okay." He said calmly.

"Wait, how can you be so calm about this? I just told you I was leaving you guys, even i'm freaking out." I told him freaking out more about how calm he was and wondering if he just doesn't care.

"Well I guess all of us knew what you were going to choose, it was pretty obvious so we went on one last trip with you before you left us." He said sadly.

I was shocked but I hugged him because I'm going to miss him so badly. "Bye."

"Yeah bye."

It was pretty much the same for all the other boy's just a simple goodbye. I felt that they were going to make a big deal but this made me feel better that they didn't, because honestly I would probably just break down right in front of them, and that would be a terrible mess. So I got my stuff and left them it wasn't that hard to get all my stuff,except for Shadow it seemed she didn't want to leave either, leaving was the worst part I really just wanted to stay with them forever, but I guess sometimes life doesn't always goes as planned.

When I got to Justin's room I was so nervous to tell him the news, I don't know why but i'm always bad about this stuff, I get nervous for no reason at all and it all turns out to be fine. I knocked on the door, then it was opened by Justin, but something seemed off about him.

"Justin are you ok?" I asked him concerned.

"Yeah." He slurred and I noticed he was also a bit tipsy.

"Why are you acting like this?" I asked.

"Cause I didn't think you would pick me after you stormed off so went to the store to get something to take my mind off of things." He slurred his words so it was hard to tell what he was saying.

I was shocked at what he was telling me, I didn't think he was the type of person to do this. "You do know that what you're doing is illegal, how'd they even sell it to you?"

"I got myself a fake i.d a long time ago, and it seems you've made the right choice coming back, please do come in." His words got harder to understand towards the end.

I slapped him and left after that, because I didn't want to see his face anymore. I wasn't sure where I was going but all I knew is I had to get away from this terrible place. I never thought he would do that but people are not always as they seem, they always have terrible secrets that they keep to themselves until they make a stupid mistake and then ruin it all.

Once I got out of the hotel, I went the only place I had left really. It wasn't to far of a walk and I knew where to go since I used to live here. Once I got home I just stared at the door, so much as been going on that I forgot to come here in the first place, but I knew I could always come back to it. I knocked on the front door with my stuff and Shadow of course who was out of breath because of how fast I ran out of the hotel. My mom opened the door after a while and she hugged me so hard.

"Mom can't breathe." I said panting.

"Sorry, I just missed you so much." She said smiling at me.

"I know, can I stay here for a while?" I asked.

"Sure honey anything you need." She said, then she let me go inside and put my stuff away. Then she got some dog food and water for Shadow.

"What brings you back home?" She asked me with a concerned look.

"Things didn't go well with the job so I had to leave." I sort of lied. "Can I go somewhere by myself for a little while?"

"Sure, honey." She said.

So I left Shadow with her and went to this little bakery by our house, it was nice to come here alone since I haven't been here in so long. When I walked in, I was greeted with a ton of different smells blended together, I've always loved the smell of bakery's and this is my favorite bakery that's close to my house. I'm surprised it's still here considering Starbucks has pretty much taken over everything. I ordered just a coffee with a doughnut. This always calmed me down when I used to come here. I think i'm still in denial from what happened with Justin, I thought he was a good guy and to think I was about to go on tour with him. As I was thinking I didn't notice someone take the seat in front of me.

"Are you okay?" They asked.

I looked up and I saw someone who looked really familiar but I couldn't put my finger on it.

"Yeah, but who are you?" I asked him.

"Oh, sorry how rude of me, i'm Matt Smith."He said.

Then it clicked where I knew this man from, he was from doctor who, I just didn't recognize him anymore because he shaved his head.

"What are you doing here?" I asked confused.

"Well there's to many people at the other restaurants who would know where i'm from so I came here since theirs not to many people here." He told me. "Enough of me, why do you look all mopey?"

"Just had a bad.... I guess you could call it a breakup." I sighed.

"Sorry to hear that, I have to leave to go work on something, hope you feel better." He said rushingly. He left, so I was just sitting there alone trying to process what just happened, it was very fast and confusing. I stayed there and calmed down, then I went back home since their was nothing else to do since I left the boys. I don't think i'm going to tell them about what happened, they would freak out. I think all of this has made me realize what I need to do.

When I got back home, I thought I would tell my mom the idea of what I want to do now, because obviously I can't go back to the boys they'll question why I left Justin, i'd probably just break down and cry right in front of them, and I don't like crying in front of people. I knocked on the door and my mom let me back in.

"Are you ok?" She asked concerned.

"Yeah but I think I know what I want to do." I told her excited.

"Oh, what is it honey?" She asked.

"I think I want to go back to high school."

A/N I'm sorry for that whole break up thing...... Tell me what you thought of the new chapter please it really helps me write more of this book and so I know if you want more after that sort of cliffhanger thing. Also the song that I put up there is amazing I love the artist so much so if you could listen to it that'd be awesome