We're Inseparable? (Nemi)

I Can't Set My Hopes Too High

It's been a week and I've been trying to reach Nick from time to time.. It still hurted like hell and I still thought it was a nightmare..

I have been having Marissa coming to my house and it was sweet that she was trying to boost my mood up.. but it wasn't working..

More days passed and I looked for a present.. I was getting a lot of hate! I didn't went to twitter or facebook or instagram.. I didn't wanted to see everything..

I looked for the best present I could give him.. I wanted him back..

Of course I wasn't crying all the time but I was broken. And no one could make me smile.. I didn't just lost my boyfriend.. I feel like I lost the love if my life!

On December 24th, I gained courage and walked to the Jonas' porch. I knocked and Denise opened

- Demi?

I looked away - Please give it to him.. - I said sniffing from the cold

- Are you okay sweetie?

I felt my eyes water again and shook my head - I will.. I'm sorry.. I gotta go.. Just give him this..

I turned around and started walking to my car.. this was the end.. probably forever

Nick POV.

I heard a knock on the door and saw my mom coming in with a gift.

- Hey there.. how are you feeling?

I rubbed my hands on my face and sighed - The same..

My mom rubbed my hair and smiled warmly - You'll get through it.. Well.. this is from her.. and.. I was hopping you could open it..

- I will not gonna do that mom!

- Nick.. You should've seen her. she was white and broken.. she looked sick.. At least.. try to talk with her.. She's clearly heartbroken.. I know it was her fault and all but.. Demi is a great girl.. and you gotta admit that.. She wouldn't do something like this in her good mind..

I looked up and sighed - Give it to me..

She smiled and gave me the present.. afterwards, she walked out the room and closed the door..

I sat up and looked at the small box with a bow in it.. should I really do this?

I sighed and took the bow and the paper to find a letter and a velvet box.. I opened the box and found the necklace I gave her in it..

My chest stared to hurt and I didn't wanted to read the letter..

I opened it and took a deep breath

Dear Nick,

I'm sorry for everything.. I want you to know that I understand why you don't want to give me a second chance.. I fucked up and this time was badly..

I want you to at least know that.. you hold a special place in my heart.. even though it's shattered right now..

I wanted to give you the most special thing I could ever find.. but I found nothing..

This necklace was the precious thing I've ever had and.. I really don't want to throw it off since it means so much to me..

I hope you have a Merry Christmas, and that this year brings you better things for you..

I love you.. Demi

Around the note there were various tear marks on the paper.. My heart ached for her..

Was this really the end?.. Did I wanted it to be the end?!

I felt the need to talk with her.. I felt a urge to ask what really happened. My moms right! Demi wouldn't do such thing.. Would she?!

I got off of my bed slowly and putted in jeans and a shirt.. If I would talk with her it would be face to face!

I walked downstairs and kissed my mom in the head - I love you

She smiled and I got my coat to go out

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#Catch Me - Demi Lovato