We're Inseparable? (Nemi)

I'm Never Good Enough..

Nick POV.

I was sick of the constant fights we have been having.. either she's insecure or she's just paranoid

Her constant mood swings were driving me crazy because in one moment we were having a great conversation about life and in the other we were yelling at each other because she brought up some jealousy attack

It got to the point where it was really dark!

- Stop doing this Demi! What the fuck is wrong with you? - I yelled

- What is wrong with me? You're always with her!

Demi was crying and I was furious.. these jealousy attacks were driving me insane!

- We're just friends! How many times do I need to tell you that?!

She stomped her foot and walked away making me follow her

- We're not done Demi! Can you explain why are you acting like this? - I shouted as she turned and cried to my chest.. see?? Mood changes

I took a deep breath calming down and petted her head

- I don't wanna fight with you anymore.. - she said between sobs

- I can't take these mood changes anymore Demi..

She pulled off of my chest and looked at my eyes - Well that's how I am!! - she shouted

Here we go again..

- And if you don't take them, you leave! - She yelled catching my attention

- Oh now you want me to leave?

- No!!! But if you don't handle with my problems then we should end it here!!

- Fine! I'll leave! - I yelled turning around to start packing

- FINE!! - She yelled turning around to leave

She threw the door close and I stopped to look at it.. did we just broke up?.. Was this it?

I got closer to the door and putted my hand on the handle.. I could hear her crying on the other side.. I pulled the knob down slowly and opened the door.. I was losing my best friend and that will NOT happen!

- Demi..

I looked down at the floor and saw her crying sat against the wall. She pulled her legs up and cried to her knees, suffocated herself in sobs and tears

I kneeled down feeling a lump in my throat.. I knew my voice would shake.. I didn't wanted for this to end.. Again..

- D-Demi.. - I repeated feeling the tears come - is this really what you want?

Please say no... please answer.. don't let me go Demi..

She continued crying and after long minutes, I stood up and got inside the bedroom cleaning the tears starting to fall.. this was the end?

Demi POV.

I continued crying and hearing the question over and over again.. was this what I wanted? Why were we fighting in the first place?!

I cleaned my tears and stared at the floor.. We've been fighting so much and the main reason it's me.. I'm always the one starting them!

What is wrong with me?!

I stood up and walked to the door.. he was crying and I suddenly felt terrible.. I had this giant muscled guy crying and I didn't even had the right to do it.. but maybe.. maybe we should be appart for a few days..

- Nick.. we need to talk..

He shook his head and continued - What? To hear you say that we're done? No.. I prefer not hear those words..

I cleaned my tears and sniffed a little walking inside my room - I don't wanna break up..

He stopped and slowly looked at me - Then what is it?

I looked up at his eyes - Maybe.. we should take a vacation from each other.. like.. some days away from each other.. like that we will have no fights..

- What if after them, we continue fighting?

He looked down and I felt the tears again.. I knew the answer.. I don't wanna say it..

- Then we.. we do it like the adults we are..

He nodded and continued packing.. - Want to help me?

I looked down and went to the closet

We packed his bag and he went to Joe's for a week.. I had my blast that week. I mostly did girls night every night and stalked him.. he and Joe went to poker clubs.. strip clubs and all those guys' clubs.. I was a little mad about the strip club thing but it wasn't in my power to decide..

The day he got back, everything was awkward.. the kiss was awkward, the hug was awkward, the day was silent and the night, we spent apart. Meaning, he slept with his back at me and I too..

This went on for a week..

Nick POV.

I walked inside my room and laid down my phone to charge. I turned around saw Demi looking at herself in the mirror. She was squishing her belly to make it thinner and sustaining her breath

- What are you doing?

She let it all go and looked at me - Huh.. nothing - she said

She wasn't nervous.. she actually sounded sad..

- Am I.. - I looked at her and she shook her head - Never mind

She turned to the closet and undressed herself.. I knew things were different but.. at least we weren't fighting anymore.. I believed we could do this..

She went to the bed already in her pj and laid down to her side - Goodnight..

- Night.. - I said sadly..

I preferred when we were fighting though because in that way.. we were at least talking to each other..

I changed my clothes and went to the kitchen to check my blood one last time. When I came back, I laid down to my side and noticed that she was silently crying..

I turned around and she sniffed.

Getting closer to her, I put my hand around her waist - What's wrong?

She sniffed - Am I not.. good enough.. f-for you? - She cried

- What? You are stunningly beautiful!

- Then why? Why didn't you hugged me like this until now? - she said reaching to her eyes

- I don't know Demi.. I guess I was scared.. scared we would get back to what we were..

I loosened my arm a little and she turned around - Do you still love me?

I looked down at her eyes and nodded - Yes! A million times yes! - I chuckled with no humor

She managed a small smiled and pulled me to her kissing me.. - Lets try this again.. lets.. make it right..

- I just want this to work - I answered - so bad.. - I smiled a little

She kissed me again and I felt alive.. My hopes we're high! I needed to have hope for both of us!

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#Heart Attack - Demi Lovato