Save Yourself [Soukoku]

4:Dead Man Walking

Light Smut near the end of this chapter

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Chuuya had been shivering slightly before, but it gets less the moment the two touch the water. He sighs slightly at that. Then he closes his eyes.

Dazai  hums and softly rubs chuuya's back and rests his chin on the top of chuuya's head after kissing the top of his head.

Since he hadn’t been eating much, even before that one night at the bar. His ribcage can be somewhat felt under his skin. He just snuggles up against the man.

“You need eat more. Good thing I brought home pizza.” Dazai mumbles into Chuuya's hair, a bit of sadness in his voice.

The smaller man looked at Dazai after a moment, moving his head slightly to do so and then hugs the man again. He pauses for a moment before he realized that it also reminded him of something, apparently. “...wait.. I remember something..” He mutters half to himself.

“What is it?” Dazai mumbles looking completely relaxed for the first time in years.

“... our skin touching..” he mutters this. He can say it like this because he can’t see the other’s face, and the other can’t see him blushing. He realizes that this would be something from before the accident.

“Yea that happened  a lot it was usually followed by moans and kissing, man I miss that your moans were so cute.” Dazai teases and chuckles.

The smaller man blushed again, but he probably thought Dazai wouldn’t notice. However, he forgot how his ears light up red as well. That is the one detail he forgot, even as he mutters something under his breath.

“Awe, is someone blushing? Would you like to remember how it felt too?” Dazai smirks as he kisses Chuuya's neck and lightly bites and sucks where he kisses.

“Eh-..” Chuuya didn’t have a chance to respond before the feel of lips on the sensitive skin on his neck sends small shivers of pleasure down his spine. He ends up hiding his face in the crook of Dazai’s neck again.

“Mmm I need a straight  answer. I may be a murderer but I still have morals and things I won't ever do.” Dazai says into Chuuya's neck.

The smaller male hesitated for a moment before muttering something that sounded like ‘maybe’. That could probably be taken as a yes. Especially since the one thing that didn’t change no matter what he remembered or didn’t remember, was that  he was indirect. Especially about what he likes kink-wise. But he didn’t really have to, since Dazai already found them.

Dazai smirks against Chuuya's neck before pulling him into a soft yet passionate kiss.

Chuuya’s eyes widened in surprise as he was kissed. He had never been kissed aside from Dazai, so it’s basically the only type of kiss he knew. He ends up melting into the kiss, kissing Dazai back. When he paused for a moment, it was because he remembered several things at once. It made him pause for a long-ish moment as those memories returned.

Dazai pulled back and looked at Chuuya when he paused.  “Chuuya?” Dazai lifted a hand out of the water and rested it on Chuuya's cheek.

A moment later, he blinked a couple times as if having to remember where he was at the time. “... I-... I remembered some things.” He eventually says this as he looked at Dazai now. The smaller man leans his head against Dazai again.

A smile lit up Dazai's face at this.  “I wonder of we could bring back some other memories then while doing  other things.”

“... like what…?” He has the feeling he knows what Dazai means, but despite his question, he’s blushing a bit.

“Going on dates. Why? What were you thinking of, ya perv?” Dazai teases and smirks.

There’s a moment when he blushed a bit more than before. “N-no, I’m not-..” He attempts to defend himself, even though he’s completely fine with being in the bathtub naked with the man. In the end, he just huffs and glances away.

Dazai rest his hands on Chuuya’s waist and teasingly rubs himself against Chuuya.

The smaller man unintentionally whined slightly in the back of his throat when Dazai does that. He is blushing again as he attempts to hide his blush somewhat.

Dazai  smirks and does it again slightly  harder this time. “What was that Chuuya?”

Chuuya was still blushing, even as he attempted to play dumb. “Th-the hell are you  talking about..?” Of course, he was still affected by the motion, jolting ever so slightly when Dazai did so. He glances away again.

Dazai’s hand is suddenly around Chuuya’s member  while under the colored water. Dazai was kissing from Chuuya's shoulder to his jaw.

Chuuya jolted slightly again at that, gasping slightly as his hips twitched slightly unintentionally.”Wh-..”

He feels the twitch of pleasure course up his spine.

Dazai was slowly moving his hand under the water around Chuuya's member, Dazai shifted  and something poked Chuuya under the water.

“... you-..” He noticed that right away, but he ended up squeaking slightly before his breathing betrays how much pleasure he’s feeling because of that.

Dazai shifted again and this time it was rubbing against Chuuya's ass at that Dazai smirked. “I wonder who wants this more right now me or you?”

The smaller man doesn’t look at Dazai again as the simulation he was receiving from the Dazai gets a quiet, short moan out of the man.

Dazai moves Chuuya's hips putting  him at the right angle so all he would  have to do is push his hips up and he'd be in Chuuya.

Chuuya flinched slightly, though he looks at Dazai with a slightly apprehensive look, but he doesn’t do anything yet… almost as if he’s waiting for something. The soap might help slick things up, but he’s not sure about that.

Dazai set there smirking while watching  to see what chuuya would do.

Chuuya subconsciously slightly sat back on Dazai’s member, but he doesn’t go too far.

Dazai lets out a light groan but continues to let Chuuya go at his own pace.  The smaller man takes that as an invitation to go on. After all, maybe this would get more memories to come…