Bad Decisions 🖤 Ariana/you

What do you want to eat?

Y/N's POV

I just sat there, my mouth agape. I don't know what to say. She has the most striking look on her face, beautiful and dead serious, like if I dared to disagree with her she wouldn't let me leave unless I believed it myself.

Me? Beautiful? No. I must be dreaming I'm not nearly as beautiful as her. My breath hitched when I realized I've been out of it for way too long. My blush burned even brighter after her kind words. I look down and laugh lightly not knowing how to respond to her honesty.

"T-thank you." I stutter out. I still feel her gaze burning upon me and I can't bare to look up at her. I thought this was just supposed to be friendly! I felt a shift on the bed and glance over to see Ari moving closer to me. Myron got up and jumped off the bed out of annoyance because I stopped petting him. "Y/n. I-i'm s-sorry. I-i didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable. I just-" I cut Ari off saving her from embarrassment. "No you didn't, at all. You are very beautiful too but you already know that," I say finally feeling less light headed.

I don't usually feel like that after compliments, I mean it's not that crazy. I do find myself attractive, it's just Ariana is... stunning. "Thanks," she whispers lightly. I'm not really sure how to continue. The conversation wasn't awkward or weird but full of honesty. That's something I've never truly had. It felt warm and comforting and authentic. "Well, how about we watch a movie?"

"Yeah sure I'd love to." Ariana gets up to put on the first Harry Potter movie. "I knew you were a potterhead the moment I saw you." "Oh, yeah? And I knew you'd play hard to get," she says turning to wink at me quickly. Shit.

We both eventually dosed off in the middle of the movie. I had a big smile on my face because I could feel Ariana cuddling up to me. I dreamt of her that night.

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Ariana's POV

I wake up feeling Y/n's chest rise and fall. I never want to move. I can feel her heart beating steadily. I move slightly to see her face and nearly gasp at the sight. She's breathtaking. I feel her shift to her side. I move with her so we're still cuddling. She pulls me closer by the waist and our legs intertwine. Our fronts are now touching and I can feel my heartbeat getting faster.

I gulp when I feel her leg put pressure on a very sensitive spot. Fuck. I should probably move but I also don't want to. I feel safe in her arms and I haven't felt safe for a long time. I see Y/n's eyes begin to flutter open. My face heats up out of fear of being caught. I quickly shut my eyes and pretend to be asleep burying my head in the crook of her neck. Good thing I used to act.

Well, I thought I was doing a good job, that was until... "Morning," I hear her say. Oh my god. I can't help but get turned on by her morning voice. It's so low and raspy. Wait. Shit. She knew I was awake. "Hi," I awkwardly say into her neck. "Do you cuddle with all your friends?" She chuckles at my awkwardness. "Well, um n-n-no. Well, n-not a-all of my friends are as comfy as you," I say trying to play it off.

I didn't hear her say anything for a moment. I prop myself up onto my elbow and see her holding back laughter. I roll my eyes falling back onto the pillow, "ugh, go ahead." As soon as I said that Y/n's booming laugh echoes through the room. I can't help but join in. Her laugh is very um... unique. It reminds me of Nicki's a little bit.

"What?" I say in between fits of laughter. "I'm comfy!? Ari what the hell?" I cover my face out of embarrassment. Eventually I hear her laughter calm down and feel her get closer to me. She grabs my wrists and pulls my hands away from my face, her gaze pulling me in deeper and deeper. Butterflies erupt in my stomach and I can't break our eye contact. "I think you're comfy too." The softest, sweetest smile I've ever seen appears on her face. After a moment of comfortable silence she asks "Breakfast?"

"I thought you'd never ask." Y/n bounces off the bed quickly and gets up. She turns to face me, the hoodie of her onzie now covering her hair. "Well, aren't you the cutest gorilla ever." She laughs walking towards the bathroom to get dressed, ignoring my silly comment. I lay back on the bed smiling up at the ceiling. I'm really happy just spending time with Y/n, I mean she's kind and funny and so hot but I don't think she wants anything more than to be friends. Maybe, I can change her mind.

Y/n exits the bathroom and I couldn't help but check her out. Damn. She's wearing black ripped skinny jeans and a black crop top with Adidas superstars. Her curly hair is messy but still voluminous. She has on big silver rings and is wearing a silver chain around her neck. She seems to notice me checking her out because a small blush forms on her face. "Is t-this a-alright? I know you get a lot of p-paparazzi. i-i can change if you-" "No." I cut her off taking my bottom lip in between my teeth. "You look good."

I didn't want to make her uncomfortable so I got up to go get changed too. I finish picking out clothes and head to the bathroom seeing Y/n bent over putting something in her bag. I almost drop my clothes staring at her ass. She turns around not noticing me there. I don't try to play it off. I want her to know that I want her. "I'm just gonna go change. Meet me downstairs," I say walking towards her slowly. She tenses as I move closer. "Y-yeah. Okay." She smiles. I bring my lips up to her cheek and place a soft kiss on it, dangerously close to her lips. "Okay." I say smoothly and walk into the bathroom shutting the door behind me.

I smirk, knowing the affect I have on her. I change into an over-sized sweatshirt that says "Radiate Love" on the front and put on my favorite grey thigh high boots. I brush my teeth and apply light makeup before fixing my high pony. I check myself out in the mirror, feeling satisfied with my look I hurry downstairs. I miss Y/n already.

I step off the stairs and walk into the living room seeing Y/n on her phone, leaning against the wall. She hasn't noticed me yet but I clear my throat to get her attention. She looks up, her mouth open slightly. "H-hi." "You ready to go?" I ask smiling. "Y-yeah um, what do you want to eat?" "You." I mutter under my breath. "Hmm?" She says confused. "Oh nothing. There's a great little diner down the street," I say covering up what I said before. "Oh, okay! Shall we?" she says with a posh British accent making me giggle. She reaches out her hand gesturing for me to take it and I do.