Bad Decisions 🖤 Ariana/you

I'll wait.

Y/N's POV
     I wake up to the sound of rain pouring outside. The sky is grey and cloudy. Peaceful.
     I feel arms wrap tighter around me and realize I'm being held by the beautiful petit girl. I look up admiring her features, her sharp jawline and tanned skin is so perfect. After our argument we just held each other on the couch, not saying much.  We must've fallen asleep.
     I hurt her. I didn't want to but I had to. I'm so scared that if she finds out the truth about my past and what I do for a living, that she's going to leave me. Then again, she's not mine.
     I can't drag her into my world. Russ can't know about her. I need her to stay safe at whatever cost.
I cuddle up closer to her side wanting to stop my thoughts from spinning. It's scary to think that my addiction will haunt me for the rest of my life.
I begin to feel Ariana wake up. Her eyes open and she looks down at me giving me a warm smile. I pull her closer if possible and she just holds me tighter.
I know this must be confusing for her but right now she's my drug. Her scent, her beauty, and her loving heart surrounds me.
"I'll wait." I hear her raspy voice husk into my ear. She then places a soft kiss onto my head.
Her words make me rethink everything. What's life without a little risk? I don't want to lead her on but here, right now, everything feels so perfect. My body molds into her. She's the puzzle piece that's been missing all my life. "Thank you Ari. I-I know we've only know each other for a week but it feels like... like I don't know..." "We need each other."
I prop myself up on my elbows to look at her fully, her arm holding me steady. I'm not very good with words and I've never been the romantic type. I just look at her and she knows what my answer is. She reads me so well it scares me. Everything about love and lust is terrifying.
Finally Ariana speaks up, "Well it's about noon. What do you wanna do?" I get excited to get back to normal and just have fun with her. "Hmmm, how about we watch a movie? That is if you don't have anything to do today." "I'm all yours baby." She calls me baby naturally but I allow it because in all honestly it's sounds amazing coming from her.
"Okay well we could watch Monsters Inc.! It's my favorite or you can choose. I know you like Harry Potter as do I," I start getting really excited due to my love of movies. I've always been interested in film, just never had the guts to pursue it I guess. "Anything for you my love." I can't stop smiling or blushing. She makes me feel happy and complete even if we are just friends.
     "Can you go get some snacks in the kitchen? Grab anything you'd like and I'll put in the movie." She nods her head in response and starts to get up until I grab her hand and stand up with her. She gives me a questioning look. I don't know what's gotten into me but I lean in and place a quick kiss on her cheek. "Thanks."
     Ariana walks away quickly and I hear her giggle at my action. I go to put in the movie but decide to watch Harry Potter just for her, plus the movies are longer so we can spend more time together.

Ariana's POV
I find a bag of popcorn and pour it into a bowl for me and y/n to eat as well as grabbing two waters. I really mean it when I say I'll wait. My past relationships were never the best. It's easy for me to think I'm falling in love but within a couple of months i've realized it was just lust.
I can't stop flirting with her. I respect her wanting to stay just friends for now. It'll be difficult but I've never been up for a challenge. Maybe that's why I find her so intriguing.
As I walk back into the living room I see y/n bent over, putting the dvd in. Damn. I get a good look before my thoughts are cut off by her sweet voice, "like what you see?" "Very much so."
She giggles and goes over to the couch, patting the place next to her. "You know we can't keep doing this." I say as I sit down next to her, placing the snacks and water on the coffee table. "Doing what?" She says, innocence in her tone.
"Flirting...staring...touching. I-it's making it hard for me to c-control myself." I stutter slightly. I look over and see her smirking as she looks at he tv. I soon realize that the first Harry Potter movie is playing instead of Monsters Inc. My heart.
I scoot closer to her not leaving any space between us and just place my hand on her thigh. I feel her tense under my touch but she soon relaxes just enjoying the skin to skin contact.
***
It's almost the end of the movie and y/n's now cuddled up to my side with my arms wrapped around her waist. I begin to rub light circles on her back, not once taking my eyes off the screen. I can feel her heartbeat racing and I smile to myself knowing that it's hard for her to control herself too.
The movie finishes and I excuse myself to go to the bathroom. When I come back y/n's put on music.
(play song)
      She places the remote down after turning it up and offers her hand out to me. I walk over to her, my heartbeat rising at her gesture.
"I love this song," I say accepting her request to dance. She pulls me in smoothly, her hand on my waist and other hand in mine. We begin swaying back and forth to the music, her forehead against mine. I close my eyes just taking in the moment, loving every second of it. She's so beyond perfect, I wish Nicki would've introduced us sooner.
      "Why wait for me? Why me?" I hear vulnerability in her voice making my heart break. "I've never met anyone like you y/n. You're so beautiful. Please believe me. I'll wait." I blush thinking that I'm being too forward but we continue dancing.
She smiles before guiding me to spin around this time quickly pulling me back to her. It's as if being away from her, even for a split second is too much to bare.
My breath hitches as my chest hits hers. My hands latch onto her sweater as I stumble a little into her. I look up into her eyes again. I see her scan my face. She glances at my eyes and back down to my lips. She licks her lips subconsciously. I can't take it anymore. My body needs her. We feed off of each others energy in an unimaginable way. I can't explain it.
I need to taste her. She leans in slowly, capturing me in her gaze, making sure it's okay. I nod my head waiting for her lips to touch mine. My breathing picks up and I gasp as I feel her warm lips press onto mine.
      Sparks shoot through my whole body. I grasp her shirt more deepening the kiss, making it last longer. She groans slightly only making me pull her closer. My knees feel weak and wobbly but she holds me up, tightening her grip on my hips.
     We eventually pull away due to lack of air. I stare into her eyes not knowing what to say. "What a wait." I smirk knowing that she's mine now, and there's no way I'm letting her go.

A/N this sucks I'm sorryyy but they finally kissed !! Vote and comment!