Kuroko No Basuke (various x reader)

17. [Akashi x reader]

You're a smart student. You always got 90 to perfect score in study when you were in elementary and this made you proud of yourself since your parents were happy, you got other people's praises -and you love it.

Because of some reasons, you're transferring to Teiko Middle School and everything changed. You met a certain someone who is the definition of perfect. His name is none other than Akashi Seijuro. You always try your best to get the first position -at least just one subject- but failed miserably.

Teiko Middle School - 3rd grade

The first day of school and you're determined to do your best. Of course with you trying hard, you managed to maintain high scores but not the highest. You kind of frustrated of your parents feelings. They didn't show you that they're kind of disappointed but you can feel it. Since you never got the highest score, your self-esteem began to shrink and you start losing friends -since you believe that friends will come if you're smart- but decided to shrug it and continued with life. 1 year won't be that long right?

Rakuzan High - 1st grade

You really hate it when you found out that Akashi Seijuro is in the same school. You still can't beat him in academics nor in other subjects. You're jealous at how can someone be so perfect in everything -except his personality- while you've tried your best but your grades are average.

Rakuzan High - 2nd grade

You're in the same class again as him. Your grades are going down and you kind of giving up. You feel lost. And you're tired. Everything you try is useless. You don't have talents other that academics and it's not enough. He take it all. He take your happiness, he take your wishes and little dreams, he take your last hope. Good grades are the only thing you wish for and the only thing you can depends on.

You're no longer have shining eyes, it's darkened, dull, and cold. Oh, how you can't find out the answer to your life. You sometimes tried to find the meaning of your life, what you can do in the future, but you haven't found it yet. The one thing that keeping you alive is I don't know, actually you don't feel like living anymore. It's like your body is there but your soul is nowhere. You start to distance yourself from others completely. You don't know whom to share your thoughts and problems with. You start to think negatively. Drawing or doodling when you don't have anything to do. Well, sometimes writing. And you got more jealous as he's now completely perfect in your eyes. He changed after the Winter Cup somehow.

Rakuzan High - 3rd grade

3rd grade of high school and finally you're in different class from him. You're completely alone since you've got used to be alone. You don't allow people coming into your life. You still attending school, counting day by day, hoping that this will end, at least you can go to university and make sure not in the same university as him again.

One day, you're eating your lunch in the roof as always. You heard a creak sound of the door and decided to ignore it. Then you heard footsteps which becoming louder and louder until you saw a person, standing in front of you. You slowly lift your head, surprised to see Akashi Seijuro. You just stared at him for a moment before snapping out of your blank mind and start packing your lunch. You stand up and about to walk away before he grabbed your wrist. You glared at him only to find him looking at you with serious expression.

"W-what do you want?" You asked while tried to release his grip but he tightens it. He just stood there, his expression soften which make you think that he might be underestimating you.

"Let me go! Will you?!" You really hate this situation, you've tried so hard not to snap at him but he makes it harder. When you're about to snap at him, he pulls you into a hug. You're shocked. You tried to break free but you can't, he's just too strong.

"Just cry as long as you want, don't hold it." He whispered at your ear.

"Heh, what do you think I am?!"

"Just let it all out and accept reality. You still have chances and bright future."

"Stop telling me what to do and stop lying, you don't know anything." You voice start to waver and you start to cry silently, gripping his uniform.

"I know everything (y/n)."

"I hate you! I hate how can someone's life is so perfect? Your parents must be really proud of you."

"As long as you get to maintain your grades, you're allowed to play basketball."

You lift your head, staring at him, trying to find answer in his eyes.

"That's what my father said to me and basketball is the only thing my mother left me before she passed away."

"W-why... why are you telling me all of this?" He closed his eyes, taking a deep breath and exhale it, opening his eyes back and smile.

"Because we have bright futures. Love yourself first, have faith and believe in yourself."

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Facts and ideas Corner :

Inspired from a vocaloid song called Lost One's Weeping (Rosuto Wan No Goukoku). I really love the song because I kind of can relate to it and Haikyuu fan made version is the best in my opinion. Please don't searched the song if you're easily triggered.

PS :

I actually want to publish Midorima x reader since 2 chapters before but I haven't finished it yet until now T_T so I decided to post this one since it's the pnly chapter that I finished writing.

And I've taken notes of the ideas that popped into my mind! Many stories will come ahead! Woohoo //slapped

Published : (11/11/18)