DARVEY/ The hidden feelings

Chapter 1: Explosive

Harvey's POV

Paula kept asking me whether I've told Donna that I'm seeing my therapist these 2 months. And we nearly have an argument when she told me cause I have some special feeling for her, and I don't want her to get hurt so I try to avoid telling the truth
Finally, I managed to bring this to Donna, and I even more surprised when she replied back she had already known about that, with a big smile on her face. But then, she admitted that she had no idea about my dating, and she gave back my house's key, which I've given her before if something emergency happened. I was so stupid that I couldn't realize that she was pretending to be alright.

After enjoying my dinner with Paula, I head back to the office. I pass by Donna's office to give her some files for the trial we're on process. I'm about to knock on the door that is when I hear Donna talking with Mike about something

Donna's POV

While Mike and me are talking about the case, he suddenly asked me a question, which makes me confused
-Don't you have any special feeling to Harvey?!
-Why did you ask that?
I replied
-I mean, you guys have been together for so long. And... I just want to say if you do, just tell him whenever you have a chance so you two could be together, happy like me and Rachel. Or else, you would never express it to Harvey
He expressed
-Mike, I know you're care about me, but the biggest problem is, two people both want to be together, so that they can be
-And-?!
-Me and Harvey don't want to be together!
I claimed. However, I know I'm lying to myself. How could I say so clear that I have no feeling to Harvey, after so many things we've been through. He's the person who can do everything to bring this job back to me, he interrupted my date, bothering me on my holidays, call me at late night. But I've never hated him for treating me like that, cause I realized that I do care about him more than my boss, and even myself but I've never regretted for that. The reason why is, I love my job so much, and the more I love my job, the more I'm in love with Harvey.
"Knock, knock"
-Would you free for a talk?
It's Harvey, he's standing outside holding some files. Don't let me to answer, he walked in
-There're some problem that I need you to look over. I know it's quite late know but...
Without hesitation, I step toward him and put my both skinned arms around his neck, and place my lips on his. Just like it last forever, when mine is on him. It's warm, soft, and urge me to do something more. I put my hands around his head and embrace it tightly. But I soon realized that I've done a terrible thing, I quickly let myself out of that lustful feeling
-I'm sorry, Harvey...
I'm standing face to face with Harvey, his face is so close that I could even feel his breath. I'm completely out of my mind. Harvey's now deeply in love with his therapist, and there would be no chance for me to be with him. All I can do is rushing outside, I have nothing to say to Harvey, and I know so does him. There's no way he will kiss me back or say that he's also having a same feeling as me.