HYBRID. COM

2.okward.

My cousins give me that weird look and I'm guessing they are wondering how on earth I met such a funny excuse of a man .

They all appreciated Chris's presence since he was social and pocket friendly to all my cousins and friends which was one of the main reason we always disagreed.

And come to think of it the man seemed familiar only I can't remember where I had seen those eyes ,wait a minute.

How did he know where I lived?
how did I get here?
why was he here?
I suddenly come to think of such questions ,my cousins burst out laughing seeing me lost in thoughts.

Share the joke!
I demand seriously.
All of a sudden they are mute and I can't help but wonder more
,worry is written all over my face until my best friend in crime appears from the corridors bursting in laughter like the crazy bastard she is.

Sophie?I exclaim shocked.
"How long have you been listening to us behind the scene's?"I enquire.

Being the bad ass she is she ignores me and gives me a tight hug.
I not giving up easily and I still insist on getting an answer.

She bursts out laughing loudly and me and my cousin can't help but stare. she hasn't changed a bit and I can't help but remember the old days,the player list of boyfriends we used to " enjoy",the crazy night outs,the mysterious lies we would give whenever we came home late,the intimacy we almost shared while drank ,I can't believe that she made me think of joining the lesbianism crew ,and funny enough I almost did.

"You do realise how bad it is to assume people" she finally bursts .its more of a statement than a question.

I'm at loss for words since I don't know whatever she's implying but all the same I'm not about to admit something I'm not even aware of.
"Since when did I start assuming people Sophie?"
"You of all people know me better,I thought I'm an open book?"I imply.

Again she bursts out in uncontrollable laughter and she can't seem to stop and it scares the shit out of me. I don't remember this side of her,no kidding, seriously is she still high ,if she is, it can only mean that she never stopped taking drugs in the first place,this is scary in a way cause the last time I checked she /i mean we used to do all of them,how the hell I'm a supposed to know when its been two years since I stopped, how do I deal with her right now, I'm torn apart ,too bad there's nothing I can do as at now except waiting for nature to take its course.

I don't see what's so funny and since nobody is willing to share the joke I dismiss all of them with an excuse of "I want to sleep."

My cousins leave without any hesitation and Sophie is left rooted to the ground.
"I thought I said I want to sleep for a while Sophia which part of that didn't u get?"

She ignores me again and after gazing at me for what seems like eternity she finally seems to have found her voice "how could you forget your first crash Sonia?" This time its more of a question not a statement. how the hell I'm I supposed to know he was my crush, while I had a bunch of them?

It hits my brain so hard when I realise that the unkempt motorist used to be my crash .like I care anyway.

Too bad I can't even remember him how ironic .life doesn't seem to have been so easy to any of us and it sucks .
I feel like asking the earth to just crack open and swallow me whole.
Who forgets their first crash????I'm such an asshole. wait I'm not an asshole ,but I used to be one,that's different, right?

I can't even comprehend his name and it takes all the guts in me to ask Sophie .it takes all the guts in my throat but I have to swallow my pride for my ex friend, well she's still my friend but I want to believe its going to be different this time cause I don't want to end up going back to what I'm running away from,they say bird of feathers flock together and its time I change the feathers for a better tomorrow, for me and my baby.

And immediately I bring myself in the act of asking her she's so annoyed ,she even slams the door leaving me alone. I'm encouraging myself to get used to this kind of doors slamming for the next two days and I'll have to bear it while it last ,for a better tomorrow, two days and Sophie will be out of my list of friends.

Its through my cousin frank that I come to realise that the motorist is Sophie's eldest cousin and his name is tony...too much for being a crush .if Sophie didn't set me up to have him as my clash then I was high in drugs when I saw him as one otherwise he's not my type,not even close.
Now i m sure as hell that I'm a product of Satan and a very powerful witch a HYBRID and a.COM.
How else can I explain myself,normal people do not forget their first clash or do they?

If I could change back time,I l definitely change my past especially the time I accepted to join Sophie's crew,if I hadn't may be my dream of being a nurse would not be so hard to achieve,I'd have gotten good grades and probably joined meds school but that's all it gets to be as at now PROBABLY. And I hate myself for once....if only I had chosen the right company my heart would not be broken into a million pieces like it is right now,my daughter would not be having me as a single parent and my mother definitely wouldn't be doing everything in her life to take care of Aggy and send me back to school to mend my educational path.

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