How is it possible to miss someone so much, when you’ve never felt lost without them before?
I was sitting at my table during visiting day and no one showed up.
Niall lied to me.
I haven’t received any letters, I haven’t received anything and yet, here I sat, patiently waiting for him to show up, just like he said he would.
I sat there and I waited, and I felt like such a fool.
And it was only a matter of time before I stood up from my seat and walked back to my room, because I was “tired”.
I wanted to be angry, but it was my fault he wasn’t even there.
I pushed him away, and now he doesn’t show up.
And, as I made my way in to my room, and shut the door behind me, I was surprised to see and envelope sitting on my desk, right next to the one I wrote for him a long time ago.
I opened the envelope, letting the words escape my lips as I read:
Daisy,
I’m sorry I couldn’t make it today, princess. I had something that I had to do.
I wanted to be there but I couldn’t, so I asked your therapist to put this in your room where you can find it.
I want you to know that I still love you, and there’s an offer on the table, if you’re willing to take it.
I hope you’ll understand after you read this poem.
Her eyes are like the stars
in the sky. Her sweetest
smile is what makes me
high. Sometimes I wish I
could hug her
forever. And till the end
of our life, be
together. Thank God for
making me meet this
angel, Who has made my
ordinary life so very
special. I promise to love
you till the end of my
life, Let me be your hero,
my beloved, my wife.
[unknown]
Love Always,
Niall
With trembling hands, I carefully folded up the letter and placed it back in to the envelops, trying my best not to crease or bend it in any way.
This was something I had to remember for the rest of my life.
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