We were leaving today, I really didn't want to go. I glanced at Brian, he was still sleeping, he was the reason I didn't want to go.
Shit.
I sat on the edge of the bed, I decided to have a shower and go for a walk, maybe get something to eat.
As I was leaving I looked at Brian, he was still sleeping, my guess is he would have a hangover today, he was pretty drunk last night.
Oh god, last night. I had a few drinks, I didn't get completely drunk, but fuck, Matt had been all over me, and in front of everybody else, he'd never done that before. I wasn't sure what to think of it. I wasn't sure what to think of anything right now, I mean Matt had asked me to spend the night with him and all I could think about was Brian. I didn't know what was wrong with me, all I know is that when we were on the wheel I thought Brian was going to kiss me again, and the thought of that didn't bother me at all.
I walked a bit and got something to eat and surprise surprise it was raining again.
I headed back to the hotel and back to the room, I let myself in quietly but Brian wasn't there, I didn't know where he was.
I looked around the room, there was crap everywhere, so I started to clean up and pack my bags.
There was a knock on the door, I opened it, it was Danielle.
"You packing?" She asked, walking in.
"Yeah, I'm kind of bored."
"The guy's went out, I don't know where, they wouldn't tell me."
I nodded at her and continued packing.
"So Emily, you and Matt?"
"What? No." I said, maybe a little too harshly.
She looked a little shocked at my outburst. "Sorry, I just thought, you know, after last night."
I sighed. "Danielle I don't know what's going on anymore."
"What do you mean?" She asked.
I was just about to tell her when the door opened and Brian walked in.
"Ladies." He said smiling.
"How are you feeling?" I asked him.
"Just fine." He grinned, he was lying.
"Well I better start packing." Danielle said heading out the door.
"You packed my stuff?" Brian asked once the door was shut.
"Yeah well the room was a mess."
Oh god, it seemed so awkward, I didn't want it to be awkward.
"Look Brian." I started, he stopped and looked at me. "Never mind."
What was I going to say anyway?
"So we're heading to the airport after lunch." Now he was making small talk.
"Aha, yes."
"It'll be nice to get home." He told me, picking up a pair of pants off the ground.
I nodded, I didn't know what else to do.
"So, do you want to get something to eat before we head out?" He asked.
"I guess."
Another knock on the door.
"Who is it?" I called out, I just wanted to pack.
"Matt."
Well fuck.
I looked at the door then I looked at Brian. Christ.
"Are you gonna let him in?" Brian hissed.
I pulled a face and brushed past him to get to the door.
"Em." He said quietly and grabbed my arm.
I looked at him as his arm slid around my waist, he pulled me too him and brushed his lips across mine, again.
Fuck it. I closed my eye's and reached up, putting my arms around his neck, he pressed his lips against mine and I sighed, it felt so nice.
"Are you gonna let me in?" Matt yelled, banging on the door.
I stepped back and looked at Brian.
"Well, let him in." He said.
He smiled and winked at me. Oh god.
