I looked in the mirror, I had one eye shut and was attempting to remove my makeup. Fuck I was drunk, no I was really fucking smashed.
Fuck it, I thought stumbling to the bedroom. Some how I managed to pull on my pyjamas and I fell into the bed.
I was close to passing out when the door burst open.
"Jesus fucking Christ, I'm wasted."
I opened my eye, the one that would focus, to see Brian hoping around the room trying to get his jeans off. I started laughing, it was a hilarious sight.
"Don't laugh." He said, finally getting them off and throwing them, he pulled his shirt off and dived on the bed.
I really couldn't stop laughing, Brian always made me laugh.
"Shut up." He said rolling over to look at me. "I am seriously so drunk right now I can't even see you."
That just made me laugh harder and well, I wasn't much better. "Shhh sleep." I giggled.
He grunted and closed his eye's. "Emily, I insist you come to Europe because your like my best friend and I'll be lonely."
I laughed harder. "Blackmail, your trying to make me feel bad."
He opened his eyes and stuck his bottom lip out, like a child who didn't get his own way. "Oh god Brian, I'll see what happens." He had a way of making me feel bad.
"Good." And he reached out and pulled me into his arms. I leaned against his chest and I would say fell asleep, but passed out was more like it.
The door banging open woke me again, only this time it was daylight.
"Fuck." Brian mumbled."My head."
Argh, my head too, it was pounding.
"Food." Jim yelled, he turned and slammed the door on his way out.
"Shhh." Brian said, to Jimmy I guessed.
He rolled onto his side and I rolled over and put my arm across his waist, he grabbed my hand and entwined my finger's with his.
"I feel terrible." I whispered.
"Fuck, me too. Let's sleep."
Good idea, I thought, closing my eyes.
I don't know how long we slept for or even if we went to sleep, but voices outside the door made me open my eye's again.
"Oh I wish they would fuck off." Brian mumbled.
He turned over, keeping hold of my hand, I lifted my head so he could slip his arm under it, I always felt comfortable with Brian, I was glad I had him.
"Food." Jimmy said, flinging the door open again.
Him and Matt stood in the door looking at us.
"Look dickwit, we don't want any fucking food." Brian snapped.
"Well fuck, don't get so pissy." Matt snapped back.
'Just leave us alone." I said looking at Matt, hoping he would get the message to leave me alone too.
"They're sharing a moment Shads." Jimmy giggled like a girl.
"Yeah, so fuck off." Brian snapped again.
They shut the door, but not before I saw a look pass over Matt's face, was it jealousy, I didn't know but it made me feel good.
I closed my eye's, Matt was jealous of me and Brian, that seemed a little ridiculous, Brian and I had always had a close friendship, and what right did he have to be jealous anyway?
Just that thought made me feel angry.
"Em, calm down." Brian whispered.
I opened my eye's and looked at him, he smiled at me, he was right, I wouldn't let him bother me.
"I'm calm." I told him laying my head on his chest.
It always amazed me how well Brian actually knew me, he always knew what I was thinking, and I liked it, I like it alot, afterall he was my best friend.
