Brian's POV
Oh shit.
She closed the door and I stood there. What the fuck was that? I don't even know why I did that.
Fuck. What does Emily think?
I was such a fucking idiot.
I sat down, telling myself to calm down, we'd kissed before, hey she'd planted one on me last night before the show, this was no different. Yep no different.
I kept telling myself this as I called Johnny.
"What you doing?" I asked, as soon as he answered.
"Dunno, why?"
"I was going to head out, look around, do you want to come?"
He agreed that him and Danielle would meet me downstairs in twenty minutes.
Next I called Zack, he was coming too.
I got my shit organised. I know I'd promised Em that her and I would do stuff and that I'd wait for her, but I knew once she'd spoken to Matt those plans would be thrown out the window, she'd want to be with him.
Oh hell, she could catch up with us anyway.
I grabbed my stuff and headed for the door.
Fuck fuck fucking fucks. It was just a friendly kiss, that's all. Shit. That's what I'd pretend it was anyway. Shit.
What was I thinking? I asked myself again as I waited for the elevator. "Arghhhh."
"Are you okay?" Danielle asked, walking up behind me.
"Huh, oh yeah, bad morning is all."
"Where's Emily, isn't she coming?" She glanced around.
"Nah, she's hanging out with Matt."
"She's what?" Danielle asked, shocked.
"Yeah, he asked her to meet him."
The elevator arrived and we both got in.
"And you let her Brian?"
"I'm not her fucking mother." I snapped, a little too harshly.
"Well shit, excuse me, I thought you cared." She snapped.
Well fuck, what was I suppose to do? "I couldn't stop her Danielle, even if I wanted too."
She sighed as the doors opened and we got out. "Your right."
I followed her to a couple of seats while we waited for the other's. It was pretty quiet, not many people about. I spotted Matt and Emily, they were sitting in the restaurant, Matt was talking and Em was staring off into space.
I wondered exactly what he was saying to her, I probably didn't want to know.
Zack came down and we waited for Johnny. I tried my best not to look at Matt and Em, but I kept glancing over.
"I swear he was almost done." Danielle said, glancing at her watch.
The elevator doors opened and Johnny stepped out.
"I'm late I know." He called out.
That was it. Em looked up and over at us and looked at me questioningly.
I shrugged, I didn't know what else to do.
"Brian." She called out standing up.
I watched her say something to Matt then she walked over. "Were you going with out me?"
"What, no, I just figured you would catch up." I was telling myself in my head to act cool, act natural.
"Oh okay. So where are we going?"
I glanced back at Matt, he looked really pissed. Well fuck, it wasn't my fault.
Oh yeah that's right you dick, you kissed her.
