Trapped {A Trans Peter Parker Story} [COMPLETE]

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*(this chapter)

Peter didn't know what to do. He should be happy about being allowed to stay in the Tower but he wasn't. He knew it was okay to still be sad about May but shouldn't he be better?

His therapist Idrid told him that he need to grief and feel sad. But Peter didn't want to grief. Because if he did that would mean it was real and he would have to believe it.

And he didn't want to believe that May was actually gone because she was the first person to love him as Peter. Along with Ben. And he knew that the team loved him but he didn't want to be a burden to them with himself and his voices.

Idrid also told him that he wanted Peter to go on medication for his voices that he heard so he sent some information to Bruce to get him to make Peter a new pill for psychosis.

Peter tried to fake being happy because that's how he done it in the past. Fake happiness and after a while the happiness becomes real. But faking it wasn't helping this time. He just always felt empty.

~

Tony looked into Peter's room and frowned, he knew he would need time to heal but it was almost like he didn't want to heal, like he didn't want to admit that May was actually gone. That hurt Tony because Peter had to tell him what to do for Mays funeral. No one was allowed to do anything without Peter's permission.

So with one last breath Tony knocked on Peter's door, Peter looked up and it made Tony's heart brake. He had been crying again, and he was holding one of May's favourite jumpers that she got off of Ben.

"Hey Peter," Tony started as he walked into Peter's room and sat down, "I know its hard but we need your help."

Peter looked up, he knew what it was, he had been waiting for the past week to be asked how he wanted the Funeral to go.

"I want her beside Ben, and I want it to be simple. She hates making a show of things," Peter says as he looks to Tony, "And I want to say something."

That's all he said before he started crying again, Tony looked broken, not knowing what to do he hugged Peter and just sat there with him until he fell asleep.

Tony left him and went to find Pepper, the two of them started to make plans for the funeral. They bought the plot beside Bens and rented out a church for everyone to say a final goodbye. Pepper left because she was to be in a meeting but Tony just sat there.

He sighed and looked up, he didn't believe in God but it was worth a shot right?

"Hey Big Man up there. I know I'm not religious but May was and that's the reason I am doing this. So May was amazing, her own superhero. An all around amazing person, she raised Peter into the best man he could be and I don't know if Peters going to be okay, please help us out down here, and look out for the Parkers up there, they are all amazing and the purest people anyone could find."

Tony stopped and looked around, he was still in his office so he started working. It was about five hours later that he was interrupted by FRIDAY telling him Peter was up.

He walked up to the elevator and went up to the living room, inside was Natasha and Wanda talking to Peter, they were talking inn Russian so it was obviously private.

The three looked up as they heard Tony walk in and they fell into silence. Wanda said bye to them and then went down to train with Sam, and Vision. Natasha sat on the couch and put the TV on. Tony said nothing and just sat beside Peter, pulling him into a hug and just making sure he was there.

The news went back on and everyone tensed up, Peter was on TV. Someone had found out about that he was now an orphan but they didn't say anything about Tony adopting him so it was okay sort of. Tony felt Peter stop breathing and then the shaking of his body meaning he was crying.