Trapped {A Trans Peter Parker Story} [COMPLETE]

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Peter ran, he didn't know where he was but he didn't care. He sat on the roof of a building and cried. He had lost his parents, he lost Ben now he lost May. He had so many things he wanted to do with her. Have her there at his wedding, have her there when he and his partner adopted, have her there when he needed her. Have her there for when he had top surgery.  

Just fucking have her in his life. But now he couldn't, she had so much to live for, she was going to fall in love again, she was going to have so much fun in life. Go adventuring, have a road trip around Europe. She always wanted to do that with Ben. Peter had it planned, he was going to go with her and have so much fun across Europe.

But now they couldn't, he just wanted to have a normal life, no powers, no Avengers, just him and May, being them. But they couldnt fucking to that now.

Peter stood up and looked around, he was in Queens, he was on top of his old apartment building, even after so long he still comes here without even trying. He looks down at the streets he grew up on, they were his childhood. The days he would play with Ben at the park, the early nights they walked to the parks, the late nights they walked to the shop for ice cream, the days they watched movies until the sun came up. These were his memories.

He jumped off the roof and swung down to the alley he got changed in all the time, he put his normal clothes on top of the suit and shoved his mask in the bag he had. He walked around and let the memories fall over him.

He looked at a street corner that he waited on for Ben to pick him up. He saw the road he walked over every day with May. He saw the corner shop that they all went to for ice cream. He saw the park that Ben and him would play at. He saw the path that he took every day to get to school. He saw the place that his life stopped for the first time.

The place that he saw Bens body being put in the ambulance. He saw people that he had grown up with. He saw Delemars.

He went in and was met with Mr Delemar. The two smiled at each other.

"Peter! Son. Been a while. How's your aunt?"

This broke Peter. He started crying and the next thing he knew. Delemar was hugging him.

"Mr Delemar, she's. She's gone" the two stopped and looked at each other.

"Peter. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Is there anything I can do?" Peter shook his head. He just sat on the floor with Delemar. Everyone was watching. He saw the people that knew May. He saw the people that liked her. They were all crying too.

After a few minutes on the floor Peter hugged Mr Delemar as he stood up and thanked him.

"Hey. Can I have a number 5 please? With pickles and smooshed down?" He chuckled a little bit. That's the first time he had laughed since he had left the Tower.

"Anything for you kid," The two walked to the counter in silence. Peter just wanted to be normal. Why couldn't this be like every other time he was in this place. May waiting at home for him. Ned wanting to phone. MJ complaining about the arguments at home.

He would sell anything to go back to last year. But that's not how it works. It's never that easy for the Parkers. Fucking stupid Parker Luck.

Peter pulled money out to pay for it but Delemar shook his head and just nodded at him. Telling him he was always here for him.

Peter thanked him and wandered out the store. He looked around before deciding on telling the others he was okay.

He sat down on the roof of a building. He looked down and realised something. He was high enough to die if he jumped. He would just fall off and forget everything about the past day.