Its been a week since all the drama went down, I still have no clue about what went down in the kitchen that night. It's currently 3:06am and im lying awake staring at the stars in the cold navy night sky, its been like this since that night, I haven't told anyone because i don't want to put my problems on other people. I decide to go get some coffee and vlog my night ranting to the camera. Brooklyn has the footage of the tea that went down in the kitchen on a memory card hidden somewhere, so im not able to see it.
Ive vlog every sleepless night since ive had this camera, i also used to do this on my phone back at home.
Before I know it its morning and im in the living room. Rye is the first one up but recently I haven't been suprised since hes been the first one up (other than me) since that night. I still haven't asked him if hes ok and how hes been holding up. That night in the kitchen.... he didn't just look upset, he looked Broken.
A: hey.. R:hi
His raspy voice replied, he sounded so sexy i just fell in love everyday more and more its not even funny A: what you doing this morning R: nothing...... i think the boys and i are doing more covers but im not sure I'll have to check A: oh ok R: what are you doing this morning A: I'll probably just go into town for a while I'll have to wait and see what i feel like R: cool
He goes to walk away but stops in his tracks
R: make sure you go to the grille i really recommend it...... only if your going out and dont tell anyone about it its my secret place....... A:ok i wont promise R: or you can come with us to shoot the covers A: ........ I'll think about it R: you better And with that he walked away with a smirk on his face it just made me laugh
As it turned 7:45 i got a shower and got ready for the day
Hair, makeup and outfit:
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As i walked out of the bathroom and into the living room i saw rye looking towards me staring with his jaw slightly dropped trying not to be noticeable
A: why are you staring at me R: because A: because....... R: because your beautiful
My heart stopped beating and I started smiling like crazy.... i felt happy, nervous but in a good way,
R: if you blush anymore your gonna make me blush like hell A: ahahah sorry R: no dont be its cute A: stop R: nope A: I swear to god rye R: hahaha im going to keep complimenting you because you deserve all compliments A: Je vais te frapper (Translation: i will punch you) R: ......... what...... A: ahahahahah R: your even cuter talking in another language A: oMg
I get up to walk away but he runs over and puts me over his shoulder running all over the flat A: RYE I SWEAR TO GOD R:IM NOT PUTTING YOU DOWN A: POSEZ-MOI MAINTENANT OU JE VAIS VOUS BOTTER LE CUL (Translation: put me down right now or I'll kick your ass)
He put me down having no clue what i said and I just started laughing my head off
