Its been a week since I left the boys....
I only talk with Brook and Mikey but I told them to only let them know about Brooklyn because I don't want them to feel like i hate them it's just..... I find it easier to talk about everything with Mikey and Brook
I woke up at 7:38am and got a 1hour and a half shower
I get out and get ready for the day
Outfit+hair:
Makeup:
After im done i head into the kitchen to get some coffeeA: hey macy
M:hey
A:where's Jackson
M:he's visiting his brother for awhile
A:okWe started talking for awhile until my phone went off
I didn't know what to do..... I don't even know how long i was staring at my phone for
M: let me guess its one if the boys
A: more specifically...... rye
M: answer him
A: i dont know how toThen he started to call me
A: im not picking up
M: why
A: do you want to know why I left
M: yeah you needed time back home
A: thats only part of the reasonI then told her everything
M: wow.......... I don't know what to say
A: yeah........ I guess I wouldn't know eitherShe then started smiling so much
M:im soooo happy for you
I then started crying with happiness and we both sat in a long hug
M: does brook know
A: yeah and so does MikeyM: do you want to go to the mall
A: yeah i need more clothes and I need a vlog because everyone is wanting one
M: yess
A :you need to do one because they are wanting us to do videos
M: yeah i willWe were at the mall and we grabbed lunch at nandos because I haven't been for months
We got our table and ordered
As im half way done me and macy vlog a little more and I turned the camera to her and behind her near the entrence and what i see makes me turn the camera off and try to keep my tears in macy notices and turns around
She then gets our stuff
M: we're leaving im not letting you be in pain looking at that prick
We walked out the other entrance and I just bawled my eyes out and we didn't realize that macy had caught everything on camera
A: I thought he loved me
M: same but thats just....... im not even gonna WASTE MY BREATH ON HIMShe was soo pissed
I was just broken
I thought rye loved me but..... I guess shes better than me..... of course she is shes beautiful, skinny, more than I'll ever be.....
I cant get that image out my head
The image/ what she saw:
(Imagine its at nandos and that is rye not brad)