Its been 2 weeks and Ria is still in a coma they said if she was in her coma for too long she wasn't ever going to wake up and im praying that she will wake up any minute
I've been sat next to her talking to her hoping she'll wake up
A: ria..... im not sure if u can hear me but I have a feeling you can..... i never thought I'd have to say any last words to you especially this early and people say that eventually i will have to but I believe you will pull through..... if you dont just know i forgive you this world is a toxic place but you ria helped my world turn around and thank you for that, I don't think i will ever be able to tell you how thankful i am but thats just so you know, you deserve better than this ria, you really do and I just wanted to tell you that if you want to go...... just know its ok, i-
I could barely get my words out this point i was crying so much
I held her hand and said
A: im so so sorry Brooklyn put you in this mess I don't know how to forgive him for this but just know that no matter what he'll always love you and so will i,
After i said those words i felt her squeeze my hand just a little and at that point I knew she heard everything but she couldn't wake up
A: like I said Ria if you wanna go then just know its ok and we understand........ we all want you to come back to us, especially rye and no matter what he will love you with his entire heart and always protect you
I didn't know that rye heard everything I said to ria but he came in and embraced me
R: thank you
A: what for
R: saying all that, we all wanted to say that but we didn't have the guts
A: its fine I just really think she needed to know that
We both sat next to her bed for the remaining hours
R: Alena
A: yes
R: theres something we didn't tell you
A: what about
R: Ria
What rye didn't know is that I already knew about what he was about to tell me but I didn't want to say
A: what is it
R: they told us that if she doesn't wake up after 2 weeks they are taking her off life support
A: tomorrow
R: yeh
A: look rye, your mum already told me the night she was brought in here
R: oh ok....
A: but it still hurts just as much hearing it for the second time as it does the first
R: it really does
We just sat there in silence listening to her heart monitor
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