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{Horrified}

I repeated the word out loud. 

"marking...what exactly does that mean?"

She removed her hand from my neck and grabbed my arm lifting it to her eye level; she mumbled under her breath.

"Its turning purple"

 Dropping my hand she turns to open the door of the building in front of us ushering me in and shutting it quietly behind us. It took my eyes a moment to adjust to the lights though there weren't many. This room was nothing special and it was also quite dirty;- am I not good enough to be take somewhere clean?- I was starting to feel like a side hoe. I giggled to myself then realized I wasn't paying attention, It was currently a battle in my mind to pay attention to what was happening around me and stay conscious at the same time. When I did what felt like regain consciousness I saw miss 'L' starring at me.

"Are you alright?"

I shook my head not wanting to speak I didn't wanna risk talking and have my mind wondering off on the topic into something deeper that didn't matter. Then out of no where I plop on the ground. I heard miss L curs under her breath as she walks over to me and tries to get me to my feet. She struggles to lift my body as she awkwardly throws my arm over her shoulder to help support my weight. I looked over at her and smiled.

"You wanna carry me?"

For a moment my mind went off in alarm because of  what I had just said but then it went dead again like it hadn't happened. I don't know what's going on but I really cant control it and for certain reasons I feel like my body is distantly shutting down. But its dull enough that I cant stay focused on it. This feeling is so disgusting and more then anything I want it to go away but it wont. I'm scared out of my mind and it becomes worse when I start trying to focus on my breathing.  I feel like I'm not breathing right so I try breathing harder and faster and I'm alarmed when no air is coming out. Frantically I begin to tap on miss L's shoulder. 

"I'm not breathing"

She only glanced at me and looked away

" Did you just hear what I said? I said I'm not breathing. You have to help me!"

This time she snorts "Hunny if your not breathing how are you talking"

"...Shit I'm sorry... I'm stupid I just cant focus on anything at all"

I see her hand reach up and pat my head 

"I know I'm sorry it will be over soon I promise"

As reassuring as she sounded I had a gut feeling things where about to become worse and my suspicions feelings was confirmed when we walked into a room with a big glass window. The room was small and the air was tainted; I covered my face as she pulled me in. It was an  interrogation room that much was obvious with the see through window and the separate room on the other side so I didn't bother to ask. However I did ask who we where interrogating and when she opened a small door leading into the next room and pushed me in I was shocked. I fell to the ground and at the same time my body hit the floor the door slammed shut behind me. A speaker above my head came on and I heard her voice. 

"We are interrogating you if that's what you wanna call it"

By now I couldn't even be mad at her I should be more mad at myself for trusting her even after all the stuff she put me through I was stupid enough to follow her. 

Grunting I rolled over on my stomach and began beating the floor, it didn't really do anything except cause me immense pain but what else was I gonna do.  Everything began to get blurry and my breath became short; I take in as much air as I can get in my lungs and scream at the top of my lungs.