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{A type of high}

After looking around the room my eyes settled back on her, or I guess more on her back as she walked into the next room. I continued to sit there until she called for me.

"Get up and come in here; I cant imagine how uncomfortable that floor is"

And so I did, I pushed myself up with my good arm and got to my feet. The first step was sorta uncomfortable and the second step was kinda scary by the third step I thought I was dreaming.

"Are you coming?' she said from the other room.

Closing my eyes I took a deep breath preparing myself for anything and everything. I opened my eyes and quickly reached down to grab a shard of class from the floor shoving it into my waist band and continuing into the the next room. 

The room was quite large which made the small amount of furniture look so strange. There was only a recliner in which she sat, a love seat,and a coffee table that separated the two chairs. Quietly she sat watching me patiently as she sipped what smelled to be tea;I look down at the table to see that I'm right. She has a kettle placed in the middle and a single cup which I assumed was mine. As if reading my mind; and I'm sure she did she reached over and pored some into my cup.

I sat down and picked up the cup smelling it cautiously before drinking it all in one sip. When I set it down she just leaned forward and pored more.

A few minutes had passed and id already chugged 5 cups of tea and was finally slowing down and just sipping from the cup now. None of that seemed to affect her at all though she didn't even raise her brow to me.

" I thought you would be thirsty, the hunger will come later."

Gently I set the cup in my lap feeling slightly embarrassed. 

"so um...whats your name"

She grins at me over her cup.

" My name is loris, your can call me L"

'L' I repeated over and over again in my head, not because it sounded familiar or anything just because it felt like the proper thing to call her for some reason. As if calling her anything else would be wrong and almost rude. When she wasn't looking I took quick glances at her;sorta check on her I guess you can say. I'm not really sure why she wants me here or what she wants with me but I don't trust her in the slightest and she makes me anxious. The way she sits so quietly staring at nothing makes me nervous; I found myself fidgeting not able to sit still as she increasingly became more and more focused on the empty wall behind me. I couldn't take it anymore so I turned around to see what she was looking at. But even though I  turned around and I knew I'd turned around it felt like I just watched myself do it for a second time and I'm not sure why. I gazed at the wall she seemed to be so mesmerized by but I didn't see anything, it was just a white wall with the occasional stains. I glanced back at her and she still stared at it so I just sat back down. But again after I sat; it felt like i was doing it again for the second time. Like I was repeating the same movment againg but in slow motion. 

I became worried and as I focused on it more things became weird. Looking down at my hands I could see them but I wouldn't feel them for a second and when I did feel them it was the sensation of feeling them in second person. Closing my eyes I run my hand over my face and I feel sick doing it, I need to open my eyes again and I've never in my life open'd my eyes so slowly that it scared me. Just as that passed I heard a buzzing sound, I look around me and start swatting the air thinking its a bee when I realize its me because now I can feel it. I can feel myself vibrating somewhere deep in me. Its like I'm feeling all my cells move inside at once and its the most frightening feeling. I look up at L who is no longer looking at the wall but is gazing at me and I start to question if she was even looking at the wall or had she been looking at me this whole time. I'm scared and I'm not sure what is real and whats not. I look down at my hands and hold them together but it doesn't help because I only get the secondary feeling. 

Shaking but not shaking I look at miss L. 

"You drugged me didn't you?"

She calmly shook her head and set down her cup.

"What is this what did you put in it? If you where hoping to make me pass out you didn't provide the right drug I'm more awake then anything."

Leaning forward in her chair she spoke to me softly. 

"Don't worry I'm not trying to make you pass out I put a dose of THC into your drink. But I didn't expect you to drink so much."

Her words hurt and not because I was offended or they scared me I mean they actually hurt. When she spoke I felt pain throughout my body that stung so lightly it was brutal. And her eyes burned into mine so intensely I had to look away. 

"P-please make it stop. I don't like this at all I'm scared"

The look on her face actually bestowed a bit of remorse and I knew that even if she wanted to she couldn't stop this, I'd have to wait it out. 

"W-why drug me though. Just to sit here and be high that doesn't make since"

She was on her feet now "This is the hard part my luv. I'm sure when you see why I made you this way you would much rather just be sitting here being high. The reason your like this is because I'm gonna need your mind to be as open as it can get right now because if not you may not live through this. And being unfocused is a lot better then being completely sure of things especially in this matter. Come, follow me" 

She extended her hand and reluctantly I took it as she helped me to my feet. She started to walk out of the room and I followed her still holding on to her arm, only because I wasn't sure I could walk correctly on my own. She took me from the living room back to the kitchen and from there we went outside.

" Where are we going?"

"You'll see. Now isn't exactingly the time to explain it." 

We passed by several alleyways and I watched as buildings whizzed past me. Even though we weren't going fats at all everything felt quick, my feet felt heavy, and my head felt even heavier. Every sound was amplified and every feeling was thick. A leaf brushed my neck and I felt sudden pain that echoed right back after it had left. Reflexidly I reached up and touched it and this time the echo was longer and the pain was so much worse. 

"Hey" 

I tugged on her arm 

"What is it are you alright?"

"No not really but what is this on my neck, it hurts a lot"

"Yeah I know its gonna hurt"

I scrunched my face

"How do you even know what it is? You didn't even look at it."

I heard her scoff at me

"Hunny I'm the one who did it I know what it is"

"Then what is it?"

Finally we stopped at a building and she turned around to look at me. She moved my hand away from the injury and lightly ran her fingers over it sending chills through my body but it didn't hurt. 

"Its my marking"