Krisei Oneshots

Don't Forget

BOMB OPENING. Also , art mine. Just sayin. Also i stg wattpad hates me.

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Lonelyness.

I was alone. All alone. My whole life i've waited for someone to come to my life and take it away. Will that day come? Im not certain. But i kept waiting... for something that might never even existed.

Doubt.

What ifs...

Those type of questions lingers in my thoughts constantly. It varies from the possibility of my eternal lonelyness to being hated by the one who took away my lonelyness. Those weren't something i needed. Though those things kept terrorizing me. And it's getting unhealthy.

Dreams.

Anxiety aside, i've always fantasized how that day would've come. What they look like, what we'll do, and be the heroes as the prophecy foretold. It all seems so magical. And yet saddening.

Hopes.

The day came.

It was not a dream. The day finally came. There he stood, a charming young man waayy different than what i invisioned. Not in a bad way, but in an amazing way. Well it didn't help that what i invisioned was more of a creature similar to me, because all i really had was..... myself...

Excitement.

He was perfect. He took away the things which terrorized me for years, he brought happiness to my life. He brought excitement, He brought comfort.... he brought.... love..?

Feelings.

What is this?? Is this what they call... love? This uneasy feeling when im around him... it's all so new to me... though i managed to keep these bizarre emotions inside, it's still bothers me how much i adore his.. well, everything. The way he talk, his smile, his charming persona, the hugs he gave... me? I don't understand why he did that.. but...it felt.... nice... it felt.. good... it felt like... i don't want to let go....

Ever.......

Climax.

I can't help it, im crazy.

Im crazy about him. I just can't stop. I want to embrace him so much. But as the prophecy foretold, it seems.. this tale won't have a good end for me.

Dread.

Our journey's nearing its end.

What will happen? I don't want.. to let him go..... i don't want to...... i can't.... i...

I.....

Can't i be selfish even once?

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Who am i kidding? It doesn't quite work that way, does it? Fate... a cruel yet fair being in every universe.... was i really destined to have a tragic fate? To have the things i love and felt taken away in the matter of days?

Or maybe i was lucky to experience them..?

Heh... how unique.. yet... alarming....

Last Doubts.

I am an idiot. My "kindness" have hurt the ones i love. I risked his life, and to think i wanted to be selfish and keep him to myself where in the end, i was the one who risked taking his life. I .. i don't deserve him. I.... i....... *sigh*.

Reassurance.

I thought by now, he would hate me. I caused their downfall, I healed the king, I almost killed them, I almost doomed the intire world.

But ...

He cared for.. me?

He cared for my.. well being..?

After I messed everything up..?

He embraced me, he told me it wasn't my fault. He said that I.... changed him for the better?

His actions...

Why is he doing this? I don't quite understand...

Words of comfort fled out of his mouth, all of my emotions came out all at once.

I cried and cried in his shoulder. He pet my head multiple times as i was bursting out in his embrace.

And to my surprise, he told me he loves... me?

Last Moments

He truly was an angel. An angel sent from the heaven, who saved me from my sorrows.. but as i said before, fate is a cruel being.

It is true that he saved me. But that was all. He served his purpose. And now, he has to go back.

Before he left, i revealed to him my true self. He was not surprised, he smiled and said : "No matter how you look like, I'd still love you the same, Ralsei."

And at that moment, he kissed me, full of love, not lust. Needless to say, it was magical.

Goodbyes.

The time has come, for him to return. I thought it would be hard. But surprisingly, it'd not that hard anymore. Knowing that he won't forget me, there's this little spark of light inside of me. Inside of thi eternal darkness.

The power of blue humans shines within me.

Heheh.. that sounds silly. But... i think im lucky enough to be able to experience this lovely chapter of my life.

Thank you, for enlightnening me.

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"Hey Kris...."

"Yeah?"

"When you leave, don't forget me, alright?"

"Heh.. i will never forget you, ...

My prince."

~~~~~Fluffy Away!!~~~~~