Krisei Oneshots

I Couldn't Forget

Bomb Closing
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Empty.

My life... has been.. empty... although stories of my childhood was told by everyone. A happy childhood? What's that? I've never seemed to experience all of those. I've never felt anything.. other than empty..

Control.

Since when was i in control? I couldn't remember... how was it like to be in control..? I don't know.. i.. forgot... something happened.. and i couldn't remember anything. Something inside me... changed...

Foreign.

This.. what is this...?

I hate it.

I HATE this.

Why? Why me? This is not what i want to do. Why am i forced to do this? Stop. Please make it stop.

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Though it hurts; i started to regain.. control? Somehow. I never knew how...

Bizarre.

The bully, Susie is my partner. Chalk... we're after it. None in sight, but darkness.

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The darkness keeps growing. As we fell, fell down into the eternal darkness.

Extreme pain strikes, but soon it ends.

What is.. this .. new place? What... am i?

Him.

Ventured around the land,  weird things, lovely things. A castle stood in the middle. A step inside, we're not idle.

A hooded being in the centre. The walls dark, a tale was told, from within the hood.

A nice tale it was, but who is this.. man.??

Reveal.

How precious he was. A sweet young man, a prince with ambitions. One with great intention for the future. Such a sweet young lad. A smart one to add it up.

First Impression.

He was lively, he was amusement. He was entertainment.

Oh how lovely it was, to see him smile, to see him laugh, to see him react, to amuse him, excite him...

With him.. life seemed.. full of colours. The emptyness in my previous life, replace by a various colours. A rainbow of emotions, filling me, shining within me.. encouraging me.. my.. my everything.

Memories.

Our adventure was heaven.

Laughs we shared, hugs we shared, the kiss we shared.

Our feelings turns out to be identical.

How lovely, how amazing.. i never wanted it to end. I wish not for this to end. I've found the life they kept saying i had. And im not willing to give it all up.

Fright.

It's near...

The end is nigh...

I don't want to give him up.. i don't want to let go.. please don'y do this. I can't do this. Not when i've found that person who fixed me. Not now... please.

Fate.. get away from me.. please.. i don't want it to end.. please not now. Not right now.

Nigh.

I can't i don't want to. The thought of him...lingers in my thoughts. I don't want him to be taken away  i don't want my.. feelings to be taken away.. isn't there another way..?

Goodbyes.

As fate decides, i was never intended to be happy. Of course not. Everything i love is either lost, or taken away from me. And not for the first time. The one i love.. is slowly drifting away.

No matter how much i refused, destiny won't take pity on me, he can't even do anything either. A cruel end.... i do not approve.

Regret.

I regret leaving him out there. My life has once again become empty. No more colours, no more emotion. Memories are still intact. But his form? His comfort? His everything? It's gone. Nothing can be done.

Unfair.

Why can they be happy, when im not allowed to be? It is all unfair. I can't forget how much you influenced me, how much you've taught me. How much you've given me.

It haunts me.

Im sorry..

Im sorry for breaking our promise.

But...

If i can't be happy...

Then no one can.

=)

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Oh boy, this last part is a little all over the place, im so sorry for it, im very.. tired as im writing this, i need sleep.. but i need to finish this .... so i pushed myself, so this last part mught be weird and it might have a lot of errors...

Im so sorry if you're unamused at yhis closing but this is all i can do for now, im so sleepy, so i'll cut it short. Goodbye. And hope you enjoyed it!

~~~~~Fluffy Away!!!~~~~~