Falling For Her

Truth or Lies

I woke up from my nap as I yawn getting up as I went to the bathroom hoping in the shower washing my self squeaky clean as I grab a towel wrapping it around my waist siting on the bed as I grab my phone seeing a message as I text the Titania  back smiling as she was always so positive as I thought about it then frown

'I don't want to bring her into my screwed up life' 

i text her constantly on the bed as I found myself anticipated with her responses I roleplayed with her all day taking in little by little information as something hit me and I chuckled

 "now come to think of it this girl is name after Erza of Fairytail"  

It was night time already and I found my self letting my guard down as I sighted siting down the phone

"what the hell am I doing...i should be doing this Im confused I couldn't possibly like this girl I'm lieing to myself this is just some girl but....it could be true....i don't even know what the truth or lies are anymore....maybe letrice is right I do need a second chance I just hope she's right" 

we talked and talked and before I knew it I was about to have sex with her I didn't want to hurt her so we went slow but then she shocked me when she started begging for me to speed up and by damn she felt so good the way she looked moan and everything was just amazing and right now at this moment I knew I would do anything for her and so i gathered up the balls to ask her through the role play would she marry me and to my surprise she was happier than what I expected and I don't know what perfect vows are but I know for sure the one that came from her mouth was to perfect

"no one has ever said anything like that me... Or not that I can remember"

we shared are first wedding together which she thought was ruined but was still perfect to me and I heard my mother call me walking down stairs grabing dinner walking back up stairs talking to her as we had are honeymoon an when I tell you she had me feeling some type of way I couldn't stop fucking her hard I like the way she responded to are movement and her body just melted underneath me but one thing I think that caught my eye the most was the round big ass of hers but eventually we had to stop to give her some rest we went on with this for a week until it was time for us to go back and I found my self falling asleep as I wished her goodnight and mumbled something before I went to sleep 

'I do love her...'

I woke up and I would text her this continuef on for a while until one day she told me someone was bothering her so I went to check it out and he finally responded with something I couldn't believe and I felt something all to familiar again and didn't know what to say and honestly what to do 

'if I confront her she might get angry but happens if what he said was true I just let her get away with it'

Instead I just space myself from her as I tried to get my mind of things I grabbed a book  and sat there in silence wondering if this was a good idea anymore I tried going to sleep but the more and more time pass the harder it was to sleep breathe and try not to think about her I really don't need another lost in my life exspecially not after my grandfather who passed to years ago I finally started drifting as I questioned

'does she love me...'