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The car ride was silent, not that I minded. The sound of the ventilation makes me breath it all in. The sunlight it's at it's brightest yet cold. The road seemed infinite and perfect. The greens seemed dull and the blues turned grays. I drive with both hands on the wheel and my thoughts go back to the times where I was normal and when I needed my mum for everything. I still miss her. Her smile and laughter haunt my days and nights, I feel I abandoned her for so long not even saying sorry or saying goodbye. But I miss her. I need her once again. But I don't think I can go back and pretend all of my career didn't happen. It will get in the way and I think I hurt her. I miss her cooking skills and the way her morning ponytail welcomed me to a breakfast. I no longer call her and or even visit. She doesn't call or text no more. She doesn't try and I don't even remember her birthday.
For so many reasons I feel great but this ain't one. I miss my mommy, and I don't think that Beth should miss hers.
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Sorry, I know it's short, but I'll make it up sooner than you think. Thanks for reading.
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Winter girlfriend. h.s.
Fanfic365 days a year, 93 days of spring, 94 days of summer, 89 days of autumn and 89 days of winter. 89 days of her. 89 days of having a stranger as a girlfriend.
