Daughter of the Devil | living in hell

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My head hurts so bad omg. I look at my phone and it's already 6 am shit. Why did I sleep so much? I am going to be late oh god..

I jump off my bed, take a quick shower, put on my make up and run out of my room straight to the Ceo's room.

"You are too late!" My father says looking angry at me. I start to feel dizzy but still try to talk "I...." I wanted to say something but he interrupted me.

"Just shut up and go the others are probably waiting for you. You are always behaving like an idiot and also I think you gained weight go and train harder!"

Hearing this I feel ashamed. I hate it so much. Being fat, being lazy and not on time. But what I hate most is his annoying voice. If it wasn't for my fear of getting outside I would leave him and get a life.

After this awful conversation I go to the dancing room and I see Hyuna. She is sitting there and talking to Hui.

Only looking at them makes me already happy. They are really kind people and Hyuna is so beautiful I just can't focus on anything else. Her eyes, her nose just everything. I wish I looked like her, could sing like her and also be so thin like her.

But that will and can not happen because I am not her. I am not pretty or loved...

I walk around and Suho comes near me. He is wearing a white T-shirt and black pants. His hair looks kinda messy but that looks fine." Are we practicing today" he asks

"Not with me. Probably with Kasper." I say turn around and almost walk away. I know it is kinda rude but there is nothing to talk about so why stay there?

"Ehm and what are you doing today?" He looks down and also looks shy. Sometimes I just don't understand him. What does he want from me? "Working what do you think I am doing besides that? Nothing right. I need to go now"

After that I just walk away. He looks kinda sad but if I would talk to him he would think it's normal and would always talk to me. And I can not have an emotional connection to someone. There only a few persons but that is even hard because I have a cold personality.

I walk over to Bobby who is sitting with Ikon together. They are talking very loudly and oh.. Hanbin is also there.

Why do I get nervous? What is this feeling all of a sudden. I hate this feeling normaly I don't feel anything but when I look at him he is really good looking..His eyes and just everything about him.

I don't wanna think about falling in love so I should probably not get near him. Love is just a lie and unnecessary because in the end someone will be hurt. It's always like that...

I wanted to turn around and go away from there just to not see this beautiful boy. But then I heard Bobbys voice " Ya Yuyu where are you going come here"

To be honest I felt like throwing up all of a sudden but kept it a secret. I just walk over to them and say "I just wanted to check if everyone is practicing why did you call me ?"

Hanbin is just staring at me and smiling. Why is he smiling? I am so bad at accessing facial expressions.
"Is it a crime to call his friend" Bobby says raising his one eyebrow.

"No. But I still should go now. My father wanted me to bring him some papers." I say.

Why do I feel so dizzy? I am used being in pain because I never take a break but my head hurts and I don't know.

While thinking I suddenly hear a voice that I could literally listen to all day.

"Yumi are you okay? You look so pale and ill?" Hanbin says looking worriedly at me.

If it was someone else I would say mind your own business but how could I say something like that to him? And Bobby is standing right next to him.

"I'm fine. I should leave now" I just walk away still feeling dizzy to the room of my father.

I go inside but no one is around. Why is nobody in here? It is weird because there is always someone here. It is the first time that it so quite in here.

While waiting I think about my past life:

"Mom you look so pretty today." I say while looking at my mother. She looks at me smiling. "I don't think so because you are the most prettiest girl on this planet"

I suddenly get goosebumps and just as I wanted to stand up I hear the voice of my father. He comes in with Suho and a couple of managers behind him.

Suho kinda looks worried and tired but I don't know  what the problem is. Suddenly my father says "Why are you here." Omg my head will explode..

"I.. ii.." trying to say something but everyting turns black all of a sudden. I feel pain on my back hitting up to my head and as if my legs give up I just fall on the ground.

"OMG YUMI WAKE UP. WHAT IS HAPPENING?"  That was the last thing I heard from Suho before completly loosing myself.
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So this was my third chapter I hope you like it. If you have any tips,feedback, ideas for the next chapter or just wishes for the fiction dm me or comment.
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