|SEAYCEE| The love you give.

His gone. I lost him.

Kaycees POV

You guys are gonna hate me

I'm walking back to my locker with my friends and I feel hands grab my waist, again! I look and see Gabe and roll my eyes. "Get your hands off me!" I shout and rip his hands off my waist.

"Why you so mad for?" Gabe Ask's and all the boys laugh. I look at Sean and roll my eyes. "Yep totally haven't changed Sean." I Say and roll my eyes. "What did you say to my boy?" Kenneth asks and I roll my eyes. "Nothing. What do you want jerks?" I ask them and they all laugh.

"Oo she's fiesty!" Julian shouts and I cringe. "Oh my gosh, Julian, use that tone, on one of your sluts" I say and they all laugh. "Kaycee. Let's just leave. I would usually love hanging out with them, especially Julian but... they've changed..." Chloe says and I nod sadly. I look and she Julian and he has some sadness but covers it up.

"What the heck happened to you guys?" I ask and they all chuckle. "No seriously. What happened to the guy that got all shy around bailey?" I say putting my hands towards Kenneth. "And the guy who would talk about Tati like an angel." I say looking at Gabe. "And the guy who would always want to hang out and be loyal to Tahani." I Say now looking at josh. "And the guy who would go to ballet lessons just to see the person they like." I say looking at Julian.

Then I look at to the floor and look at Sean in the eyes. "What happened to you?" I ask and everyone looks at Sean and he laughs. "Gosh kaycee, stop being such a dramatic bitch!" Sean shouts and all the girls gasp.

"No you just did not!" Bailey shouts. "Take that back!" Tahani shouts and they all start shouting. "Guys! His right. I'm just a dramatic bitch. Maybe I'm a slut too. Since I've somehow fallen in love with him." I say then they all gasp and Sean looks away.

"Maybe I'm not. Maybe I'm just a girl who loved a boy. Who loved her back. A boy who took me to disney land. Confessed feeling at the top of a Ferris wheel. Then found out it was all a lie" I Say and they all look at me but Sean doesn't give any eye contact.

"Someone's been reported missing. He was and still is the love of my life. He is Asian, with jet black hair. The cutest dimples that light up the room. The most loving personality you could ever find. The softest kisses you could ever receive. His eyes filled with love. His arms filled with warmth. The most loving comments that he gives that make you blush and instantly feel better about yourself. They guy that holds your hand and squeezes it and you squeeze back to tell him how much you love him. The guy that freezes up at random kisses and looks so cute when it happens. The guy that loves cliche moments. Oh and did I mention his name? Yea, it's Sean, Sean Lew. The guy that supposedly loves me and the guy I love with all my heart. I can't see him anymore. I've looked everywhere but I can't find him. My Sean. My Sean Lew. My shamu. I really need him." I Say and tears coming out.

"But his gone, I lost him."

Sean's POV

I finally look back up at her and she looks at me with anger and pure sadness. She's broken. And I caused that. "Kaycee I'm-." I start But she puts her hands up. "Save it stranger. I lost him. He left. He never loved me. If he did he would come back. Like Kylie. Unless that part of him died, and would never come back, like Devon." She says and I look at her.

"I just guess he never did love me." She says and runs off. The girls look at me with pure disgust and they run off and find kaycee but Tahani stays and just looks at me. She sighs and shakes her head going on her phone.

She give her phone to me and a video is playing. "What? It's just kaycee dancing?" I ask and she shakes her head. "Watch the whole video" she says and I do. The boys come in and look at the video around me.

Once kaycee is done she comes to sit down.

"Woah kaycee, where did all this come from?" Chloe asks and I see kaycee shrug and sigh. "Idk.. I guess I just miss someone. I mean I still see them everyday, kinda hard not to, but.. I guess he's just, changed." Kaycee says and I see some tears.

"He's? Sean?" Tahani asks and Kaycee nods. "I haven't had a real conversation with him since last actual rehearsal. We don't hang, or talk anymore. He doesn't even acknowledge I'm there. I just feel.." Kaycee starts.

"Lost?" Tati finishes and she nods. I made kaycee feel this way... "I love him. And it's not easy to hide it. I love him with everything I have. His my world. I don't even think I'd be here If it wasn't for him. I love him and I don't know how to cope it if I loose him. Loose him for good." She says and she starts crying a bit. It hurts to see her cry. But I caused this!

"Aww kaycee. Don't worry. Ok. You'll get him back. You haven't lost him yet." Tati says and She cry's a bit more. "But that's the thing Tati.." Kaycee starts. "I think I already have.." She says and the video ends. I give the phone back to Tahani.

"You caused this! She held on, for you! But you had to be an ass and be like this! She loves you! And this is how you treat her!" Tahani shouts and I look down. "Look at this!" Tahani says showing me a picture of kaycee. "This! This is what you lost!" She shouts.

"All of you. You guys have changed. And trust me, it wasn't a good one" She says and shows us another picture but with the whole crew. "This crew?! This so called friendship? It's done. It's broken. We lost you. And you lost us. Maybe forever. Now you have to deal with it. She says runs off.  "Guys we really messed up" Kenneth says and the boys all agree. I just stay there and I fall against the locker and slide down to the floor and start crying.

"I did this."

Woahh that was um.. something.