|SEAYCEE| The love you give.

Locked part 1

Kaycees POV.

I run to the bathroom and start crying. I fall against the wall and slide to the floor. "It was all fake!" I shout and cry. I cry until I hear the door open and I look up. "Oh kaycee!" Bailey says running up to me. She sits next to me on the floor and hugs me.

"I'm so sorry. I didn't know what was happening between you guys." She says and I shake my head. "It's fine. I just, just need to get over him. He never did love me right?" I Say and cry even more.

"No! Kaycee. He loves you. Why would he do all of this. Sean is not that type of person. He just changed a bit. But he still loves you" bailey says and I wipe my tears. "We will just have to see" I say sniffling and resting my head on her shoulder.

Time skip.

Well it's been a month since the whole thing that happened and I haven't talked to Sean ever since. I never wanted to. Damn, that's a lie. I wanted to grab him and just be in his embrace. Kiss him. Cuddle with him. Kiss him again. I just wanted him, but I knew he didn't want me so I just, stoped. Stoped hoping anything would happen.

Tricia has been on a short tour around.. idk around somewhere in this world. It's a month tour and she's finally back. She said were gonna have normal classes today how we used to have them. Finally!

It's now after school and we're all in the studio waiting. With the boys talking amongst the boys and the girls with the girls. Tricia enters and she smiles. She looks around the room and walks to the front. She frowns and looks around.

"What happened? You guys split" She says pointing to the boys and us. No one said anything and she sighed. "Well c'mon let's work on a dance. Partners now." She says and everyone gets in their partners but Sean and I keep a distance.

"UGHHH don't say its you two!" Tricia says pointing to Sean and I. "It's uh... all of us miss!" Tahani says so the teacher is not aiming at me and Sean. "What happened?!" She asks and the girls chuckle sarcastically. "Ask the boys. Popularity probably got into their brains and killed all the good things about them." Bailey says and Tricia looks at the boys.

"I don't see any difference?" Tricia says. "Can't you see anything Tricia?" Tati asks. "Julian's left" Chloe says looking at Julian saying that his old personality has left. "Gabe has left" Tati says. "Josh's left" Tahani adds. "Kenneth's left" bailey says and Tricia looks over to me.

"Sean's gone" I say and she looks at Sean and looks back down sighing. "Well I don't care! You guys, are gonna figure it out! If you don't, there is gonna be no more dancing for any of you!" She shouts and goes to her music.

She starts teaching the dance and we follow through. Once we finish it's time to perform.
"Josh and Tahani." She says and they perform. It's good but not as much as chemistry as normal. She calls out more names after leaving only bailey and Kenneth, and Sean and I. She sighs and looks over to me.

"Bailey and Kenneth come up" She says. They dance and once the music is over the stay there for a while then go back to where they were.

"Now Sean and Kaycee."

When the dance finish and I look over to Sean making eye contact with him the first time in a month. Memories come back of all the special times we had and I can't take it anymore. I run. I run out of the room and run to another studio.

I fall against the wall and my legs fail to keep me up and I crash to the floor. I sob to the ground and I hear footsteps around the hall. I hide in the janitors closet and just stand there. Then someone opens the door and I see Sean.

"Sean just go away please" I say and he shakes his head. "No. I can't make you feel like this when it's not how I actually feel" he says and he walks up to me and smashes his lips on mine. To my own surprise I kiss him back. Then I push him off. "What the heck!" I shout and he scratches the back of his head.

"I'm sorry! I'm just.." He starts and I roll my eyes. "Your just a player." I say. I go up to the door and push my hand on the handle. But it doesn't open. "Phone?" I ask him still annoyed and he shakes his head. "Ugh!" I shouts and start banging on the door.

"They all left. They said that they wanted to leave early because of everything. No point trying we're stuck here" he says sitting down and leaning his back on the wall. "Ugh" I groan and sit against the door.

"Kaycee I'm sorry" he says and I ignore him. "I know I changed but.. I felt like.." he starts and I look at him. "Felt like you Finally realised I'm a depressed dramatic bitch that's also a slut with a brother who killed herself and a dad rapist! Yea. Ok" I say and roll my eyes.

"No kaycee. No! I don't care about that stuff!" He shouts and I glare at him. "No, not like that! Like I don't care what happens, your past, I love you no matter what! I just..." He says and I'm fed up with him and ignore him.

"I don't know... I felt like... ever since the boys got the opportunity for the music video all the girls just started ignoring us. Like.. I felt like you just didn't... care? Or love me like you said you did... so that's why I kissed so many other girls. I thought that If you didn't care about me or like me like that, I had to get over you so I won't feel pain.. so I tried. I tried so hard to feel that same connection I have with you, with someone else, but I don't." He says and I look down and I see a tear drop.

Sean's POV

"How Sean? How could you think that? How could you think that I don't care about you? All the girls care about each and every one of you so much. The reason why we started ignoring you was because of what you guys were doing. Kissing random girls. Acting like complete players. Being all self centred. Saying things that we thought you guys would never say.." she says and I instantly remember what I called her.

"Kaycee, you know I didn't mean to call you that!" I tell her and she shakes her head. "I would've known that I while ago, but when it happened, I really didn't know" she said and my heart sunk. She really thought I would call her something she's not.

"Kaycee I'm so sorry. The boys and I know we messed up. Messed up big time. We were just all devastated by you guys leaving we thought the worse. We thought selfish things. We were so stupid and self centred!" I shout and she giggles a bit. "Yea, you guys were.." I say and he chuckles.

"Please, let me make it up to you. Hang out like old times for a week. I'll do whatever you want. And if you still don't want to hang out with me, I'll leave you alone" I say and she thinks.
"Nope. Sorry can't do that.." she says and my heart falls out of my chest and hits me in the head. Ow!

"Because even if I stay 5 minutes with you I'll already know my answer.." she says sadly and I nod my head.

"Yea... I'm sorry. You'll have to-

Whattt was she gonna say?? Lmao I love but hate doing cliffhangers.