↠ just a little bit of your heart ↞ l.s

thirteen

louis's pov

"harry, where are you bringing me to?" i asked, slightly scared. not only was he covering my eyes, we were in the middle of the woods. in the middle of the night.

maybe he had enough of my nonsense, so he decided to kill me today. maybe this whole 'nice harry' was a facade, he's actually a murderer.

but all my thoughts were pushed back when he kissed me behind my ear, making my legs go weak. that was my weak spot.

"we're almost there, relax baby."

baby. another hit on my weak spot.

after another minute of walking or so, he stopped, so did i. "okay, you can open your eyes now." he said, and i swear i can hear him smile. he must be smiling so brightly now.

so i opened my eyes, and gasped loudly. the sight before me was gorgeous. so so damn gorgeous. tears began to well up in my eyes.

"h-harry, how long did it take you to do this?" i asked as my eyes travelled to the lit candles that made a small pathway to the big picnic mat. on top of that, there were fruits, snacks and wine. heck, there were even pillows and blankets.

i looked at the green-eyed boy, but he just smiled. i sighed fondly and hugged him tightly, wrapping my arms around his neck.

"this was what i have been doing for the past few days, which was why we weren't hanging out as often." he spoke, looking into my eyes. "you really don't have to.." i whispered, my eyes travelling to his pink lips. "oh, but i want to." then i felt him leaning in, but i pulled away, teasing him.

i saw his lips forming a pout. i giggled and leaned towards him, our noses touching. then i rubbed my nose against him. "eskimo kiss." i whispered. he chuckled lowly before pulling away.

then he entertwined our fingers together, and led me towards the picnic mat. followed by that, he made sure the pillows were in comfortable position before pulling me into his embrace. so now he was laying on his back, and i'm laying on top of him.

"you even picked out a great spot." i said as i looked up at the starry night. he hummed in response, tightening his grip on my waist, pulling me closer to him if that was even possible.

after a few minutes of silence and star-gazing, he decided that it was time that we eat. we were both famished as we haven't ate, all thanks to that flirty waitress. but i guess this was better than being in that restaurant. no, this was definitely better.

as he opened the takeaway, i poured the wine. then we just ate, without saying anything. just enjoying each other's presence, sneaking secret glances at each other once in awhile.

"hey, why did you suddenly decide to plan this?" i asked curiously, breaking the silence. "you're not going anywhere, are you?" i added on, suddenly being paranoid.

"lou, no way. i don't ever want to leave you." he replied in a calm tone. "i just decided that i want to show you how much i really like you. hell louis, i might even love you now." love? my jaw dropped.

his eyes widened. "i mean- i- ugh. i don't mean to drop the 'i love you' bomb. but i really do, louis. i don't know if i can handle my feelings anymore. i'm sorry that i said i love you so early." he quiet down.

"i don't know if you're completely over zayn. but like what i said 3 months ago. i will always wait for you to love me back, even if it was just a little bit of your heart." my heart dropped at his words. i looked into his eyes, to see his eyes glistening with tears.

i sighed and slide closer to him, holding his hands. then i drew circles on his hand, trying to soothe him.

"look harry. i really like you too." i started off and i saw him brightened up alittle. then i let out a long sigh. "and it's because of you that i'm over zayn. i don't want to sound like i'm using you, it's just that when i'm with you, i just forget everything about him, so please don't ever think that i'm using you. i like you too damn much for that."

"but i'm still scared of getting hurt. i know for a fact that you're a great guy, but what if i'm not enough for you? and then you go off cheating? i just- i don't know." then i started tearing up.

"no louis, don't cry.." he croaked, then i felt his arms around my waist. and i hugged him back tightly. we hugged for awhile before he pulled away.

"louis, baby, you just got to trust me. let me show you. that your love will always be enough for me." his green eyes locked with my blue eyes. "i'm going to drop the question.." then he took a deep breath before exhaling.

he cupped both my cheeks with his hands, making sure that i was looking into his eyes just as he was looking into mine.

"louis tomlinson, will you be my boyfriend?"

and now, my heart was beating mile a minute. i blanked off for a minute which he snapped me back into reality. "louis?" "huh?"

he sighed, looking down. "you're probably not ready for another relationship. and i don't want to force you into it. but please, think about it. i'll show you that you are enough."

i grabbed both his cheeks, making him look at me. then i kissed him slowly. there was no heat, no rush. just us, kissing passionately. a kiss filled with love. the kiss that i feel only with harry.

then i pulled away. i looked at his lips that were probably as swollen as mine. then blue met green. "i'm not going to reject you. but please, give me some time to think about this. i just-" "i know, baby, i know."

then he lifted me up, making me sit on his lap.

"i'll wait for you as long as it takes."

and we spent the night cuddling.

-tbc-