Rook Cappellety our love

chapter 3

Jp was back home for a couple of days. Were in his room packing his stuff he was going to move to Cleveland so they could  work on music. i wasn't really talking i was happy for him but yet i still didn't want him to leave. "Babe?" he asked "Yes" i say folding one of his shirts. "can you please stop and look at me for a sec" he said looking at me. Is it that noticeable that i was sad "Jp i'm fine"i say going back to folding one of his shirts. "Stop jeez Lannie" he said walking over to me taking the shirt tossing it on the bed. "Why are you mad? i'm just helping" i say looking at him. " I'm mad because your lying to my face saying your fine but your not" "Cleveland Babe Cleveland your leaving. what do you want me to be?" "i want you to be happy for me" "i am happy for you" i say kinda taking back like does he really think i'm not happy for him? "I'm also sad that your leaving. I care for you you're not going to be here and its just kinda scary for me." "why are you scared" He asked as i sat on the bed. "What if you find someone prettier and more willing to do things with you." I say as he looked at me kinda confused. "you know making out and have sex with you those things." i say looking at my hands on my lap. He got down on his knees in front of me "I will not find any one prettier than you because you are the most beautiful girl out there. I don't need make out sessions or sex i got you baby. I know that you aren't comfortable with those and want us to be together a little longer before we do all that. i like that about you, you are completely innocent and you aren't rushing to change that. you got me and i got you." he said holding my hands. i was crying a little and piratically jumped in his arms causing us to fall backwards. "Hey! you two don't make me come up there" his mom shouts from downstairs. "i want you to finish high school so i can go and see you walk that stage and get that diploma." I wiped my tears away "lets get back to packing" i say. He pulled out his video games and i went to get a box and write games on it for him. "Why didn't you ever tell me that Machine gun Kelly was your cousin." Jp finally asked me. "at the time i never told him or you because well he was never here you know and i thought if you ever went to go and be drummer for someone it would have possibly be him seeing that he is in Cleveland. the day you told me that you were going to try out for the drums i thought i should tell you but then i didn't because i  thought that what if you made it i don't want people or you to think that you made it was because your dating his cousin you know.  You really made it because you are a really great drummer" i say as i hand him the box. He got up and kissed me instantly pushing back on the bed "lets just lay here for a little" He said as he held me, i liked this it made me feel so safe to be in his arms we stayed there for hours it flt like and it didn't bother me at all. just me and him. "Forever" i whispered in his chest to my surprise he said it back. 

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