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chapter°9

Hi an annoying author's note before the chapter I suck at a/n anyway I'm sorry for the hiatus guys but thank you for even reading this fanfic I'm trying to finish this hopefully my brain won't block me

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The town was always so pleasant bursting with colors every season that came and went yet on this day though there were plenty of bright leaves of red,orange and yellow everywhere with the annual fall festival right at the very corner this did not make one particular person very excited like the rest of the town. Honestly he never was excited about this things, didn't understand the reason why people would flock to the festival just to get things that were always there in the stores or food they could get anytime of the day,everything was pretty mundane.

Isolated in his room Junhoe kept on recalling his previous talk with Rose. He obviously didn't expect her to hear his mistake but she did and threw him with a question he never wanted to talk about again.He tried recalling the event and cringed at his own pathetic mess and desperation that day.

'Is this because of Ari ?'

'Can you just be silent for once ,your're ruining the moment '

'Oh....are we really....i thought you were having your own moment!!'

'What are you saying?'

'Ummmm...noth--wait you just changed the topicccc'

'Hmmm...'

Junhoe continued to be very silent so Rose decided that it was actually not her business to interfere with his personal life and so they both closed their eyes and tried to enjoy this close proximity......
not for long though because Luka was already barking at them and Rose immediately broke from the hug and went to calm the puppy from waking up the whole neighborhood.

And that was it they did not talk for 4 days only acknowledging each other with a smile when they met randomly on the streets.

So on this very festive day Junhoe was stuck at home looking at his bruises that were healing up and thinking about his previous so called lover and how he changed drastically or was he always so fake and apathetic.

He tried to remember why he in the first place even let go of his previous girlfriend Ari, it was a given that he liked her a lot and she was fine by his duality of being very loving and next emotionless bastard that didn't care if she was hurt when some girls flirted with him and he just went along with it or how he was very harsh with his words when they had a little argument.

It was after Ari told Junhoe that she was unable to continue loving him if he never invested in their relationship emotionally and she felt like it was too much of her to always try making him happy yet he never had to do so because she was happy just being able to look at him.

The aftermath of this breakup for Junhoe initially wasn't bad but as he moved on like a moment of eureka he couldn't handle his emotions without her and her physical touch. It only took one breakup for him to go insane and wild. All of his morals were now lost somewhere over the days of his breakdown and so the era of hookups and alcohol consumed him.