What a pleasant weather it was the morning Junhoe wakes up having his head throbbing as always from so much alcohol consumption, he hated the sunshine that was trying to peak through his curtains so he annoyingly gets up from his bed there was no point trying to go back to sleep with his sleeping cycle being ruined.
Junhoe decides to go for a run to freshen up it was way too early for him at 4 am, after so long he felt empty but in a good way his thoughts were now gone as he enthralled in his surrounding areas while the light breeze made him feel cool headed.
His steps is slow as he tries to walk towards a nearby bench and as he takes a break from his walk he slides his phone and goes through his gallery with a nostalgic mood, if anyone knew how much the past months he had been hung up on his ex while looking at their pictures sulking they would think he's mad and pathetic.
This day was no different however he looks at the pictures in a new light after a while like he had just been hit by eureka taking notice of his bruises from self harm or petty club fights and how he had drop an all time low, everything he had been doing seemed to indicate he was such a loser just because someone left him withering.
The self realisation makes him to proceed erasing his memories with her, he can't be like this anymore he needs to change atleast from harming himself and maybe a part of him wants to accept that he actually is attracted to one particular person who unconsciously has been on his mind more than he wants. His family had no idea about what was going on with his life unless Maria had informed them but that was unlikely and soon they'll be visiting to check on him so he better clean up his act he wouldn't want to hurt his little pride he has infront of his successful family.
As he gaze at the very last picture of the second date with Ari in a rundown farm he can't believe they tried to run away from a cow reminiscing about the past then after a while deciding to keep the last picture as a way of remembering this person who had been his whole world once because there's no point in erasing someone completely just because it didn't work out the way they wanted.
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Junhoe feels his heart pounding irrationally and warmth fills his whole as he stares at the strawberry blonde haired girl huffing trying to stop her puppy from running loose. A genuine smile is on his face threatening to even get wider as she gets closer not noticing his presence too busy with Luka at that moment, It was indeed a very refreshing sight to see that morning.
{A/n : a Late update I'm sorry but thank you to all my readers, never thought I would get more reads 🌻🤗 }
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Fanfiction"We never wanted to feel this way but we did and now who's to blame for this madness. " [❎ WARNING : UNEDITED ] [❎ MILD ANGST ] [❎ PROGRESS VERY SLOW ] [28|09|20 ] ✓ Highest ranking #92 June #404 Quarantine #133 Junhoe #651 iKon ∆. 2018-2020
