I Turned The Alpha Gay

Memories

I woke up to my alarm blearing. As i rubbed my eyes i got up to shower, looking in the mirror as i witnessed the bruises still didnt bother me except for the one scar going diagonally down my chest.

As i stepped into the shower the memories came back full force.

flashback 10 yrs

I woke up to tge sound of arguing, which was weird since my parents never argued.

As i got closer i could hear the words more clearly and my mothers cries and fathers pleading.

"i can't do this anymore Daniel! pretending like it never happend!" mums voice was now screeching hysterically. "sweetheart please dont, i told you that i could live with it and so can you" my dad pleaded. I never seen my dad cry which was bringing tears to my 6yr old eyes.

"Mommy" i whispered, little did i know that one word would change my whole life.

Both my parents turned making my heartache

My dad looked a mess and heartbroken whereas my mum sneered with her lips curled up.

"its all your fault! you disgustin mistake! why? why did you have to be born and ruin EVERYTHING?!" my dad was shocked as both of us stood there not seeing what was about to happen.

Suddenly i felt a sharp pain ripping through my chest seeing my mum rip through me with a disgusted look just broke something in me that day.

All of a sudden its like something clicked and she cried holding onto me while my dad ran to phone the ambulence but just after he left i heard my mothers last words.

"Forgive me, i may hav concieved you from an affair and yoyr father maybe able tp forgive me but i cannot forgive myself for doing this to him. I see him die each day and i cant do this to him anymore" with one last smile she stabbed herself til i saw the life suck out of her eyes.

i screamed and my dad ran in and the last thing i heard before passing out was a heart wreanching howl and the word "mate".