WARNING: DO NOT PROCEED IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY SUICIDE! OR ARE CLAUSTROPHOBIC! THIS POEM INCLUDES SUICIDE, CLAUSTROPHOBIA, HOSPITALS, AND BULLYING, ALONG WITH NEGLECTFUL PARENTING! I AM WARNING YOU! DO NOT PROCEED IF YOU GET TRIGGERED BY ANY OF THESE! PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF I HAVE MISSED ANY TRIGGERS AND I WILL ADD THEM TO THE LIST!!!! THANK YOU!!!!
-The heart skips a beat,
The moon rising,
A lonely girl sits in her tight room,
The walls closing in on her,
The windows breaking,
The only feeling coursing through her veins?
Anxiety,
-Coming and going everyday,
Home,
School,
Home,
School,
Back and forth,
Back and forth,
Eyes,
Looking at her,
The bell rings,
Home,
-Every argument,
Every word,
Filled with hatred and anger,
Each parent's voice filled with a new kind of melody,
A family torn by the heart of another,
Morning comes,
School,
-The words of everyone's voices,
Filled with disgust,
The time ticking from the clock,
Anxiety growing,
Hospital,
-The faces of people's expressions,
Filled with negativity,
The constant tick,
Tock,
Tick,
Tock,
Annoyance flowing in her head,
Running,
-The struggle with the thoughts,
Time consuming thoughts,
Lonely thoughts lead to drastic measures,
Hospital,
-The walls of white closing in,
The constant tick tock,
Thoughts of the future,
Cords,
Around her neck,
Death.
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HELLO! This is PSA of sorts. I was struggling with my thoughts and wrote this poem for anyone else struggling with the thoughts of negativity. Please, please, please call the Suicide Hotline, Police, or Access and Crisis Line 24/7. The numbers will be listed down below.
Suicide Hotline: 1(800)273-8255
Police: Depends on where you live country wise
Access and Crisis Line: 1(888)724-7240
Please, before you call make sure to use your coping skills. And know that (even if this sounds cliche, it's true) YOU ARE NEVER ALONE!!!!!!! Thank you. And there will be more poems like this.
