Verse 1:
The agony has finally consumed me,
I am but a shell of my former self,
I have nothing left to give to you,
The person who made me new,
You have stolen the heart,
Of the one I hold close,
You have beaten and bruised that very heart,
With all those foul words you spoke,
You have taken the heart,
And torn it apart,
Then shoved it back into place,
I just stood there,
Hopelessly watching,
As you bent and broke those who I love,
To only hurt me in the process,
The agony of watching this,
The agony of hearing this,
The agony of believing you were once good,
Is enough to send me off the tracks.
Verse 2:
I'm lost in my mind trying to comprehend,
What happened for you,
To provide all this agony and hate,
We cared so much,
Yet,
We got so little from you,
So little emotion,
You left with us thinking you don't care,
Do you even care,
The hate and anxiety are overwhelming,
They're tearing my heart into millions,
I'm fighting to stay afloat,
Instead of emotionally drowning,
I'm sorry you have to hear this,
I've developed trust issues because of you,
I'm trying my hardest to prepare for every day,
But the agony is just weighing me down,
I'm sorry if I've done anything.
Verse 3:
I'm trying not to cry myself to sleep,
But the memories of you keep passing by,
Like a car on the freeway,
The happy memories don't stick as long,
The bad ones always premiere first,
They seem to stay forever,
Even when I drift into slumber,
I've had the worst feeling,
That this nightmare will never end,
And I'll be stuck believing that you never loved,
You never loved us or anyone,
I'm sorry,
But I can't be your kid anymore.
