The flaws of being a Hiccup *in editing*

Chapter 36: Confessions

Astrid

It was weird. It felt like I was asleep but I could hear everything. But it must be a dream. I must be dreaming. I'm still on the ship sailing to Thor knows where still held captive by Daggur. I think.

I felt a softness touch me and air brush across my skin. It didn't feel like I was on the ship though. I had felt this breeze once before. With Stormfly. Oh how I missed her.

I then felt warm breath on my ear and the faint whisper of a well known voice.

"please stay with me Astrid..." he whispered causing a smile to spring onto my face. I felt him lean away. Oh how I longed for him to be close again. It was like I was trapped in my own mind fighting to get out. My eyes were closed so I couldn't see anything.

(I'm going to skip this bit now 'cause nothing much happens sorry!)

I felt something soft underneath me as if I was being lowered onto a bed. Maybe I'm dead. I hope so. I couldn't bear to wake up to Daggur knowing I'll never see my Hiccup ever again. I felt something wet touch my head. Oh how I wish I knew whats happening. (it was a wet cloth XD)

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After what feels like an eternity (only 2 days =p) I again feel a very familiar touch of Hiccup. If only this wasn't a dream. To be honest it feels like a nightmare. Is my mind trying to torture me? All I wish is to see my Hiccup once again but I just get teased like this.

"Please wake up..." I  hear a whisper into my ear, what is he talking about. Am I asleep? I feel a wetness touch my cheek, he's crying.

I feel a softness as I'm pulled against his chest his head leaning on my head. He cuddles me tightly like he doesn't want to let go. I feel pain everywhere. I shiver as i remember what happened to me. I silently cry. I hear him trying to soothe me.

"we all miss you," I heard him whisper again. I feel his hand brush across my face stroking my bangs away from my unopened eyes. How I long to look into his beautiful emerald green eyes. I wish he was really here, I wish that he was really holding me in his arms but alas it's only a dream. 

"Come back to us..." I hear him say. I just wanted to cry but I can't.

"come back to me..." he says before I feel more wetness dribble down my untouched cheeks. He's crying more heavily now, more like sobbing. I've never seen or heard Hiccup cry before...

Maybe this wasn't a dream

"I love you..." I hear him say. I'm shocked he actually said it! I've been waiting so long to hear those three words. I feel him nuzzle his head into my neck. and breathe in the scent of my soft hair. I then begin to whisper knowing he won't hear me. It's only a dream right...

"I l-love you... t-too" I opened my eyes. I haven't opened them in ages. I looked up at the most gorgeous emerald green eyes I have ever seen taking in every detail in fear that my eyes may close for good again. This can't be real.

"A-astrid?" This is real. I can't believe it Hiccup is holding me in his arms.

"yeah it's me..." I reply in a hoarse voice. "y-you came for me," I said surprised. I thought that I would never see him again.

"of course I did I will always come for you and I'm never letting you go again." Just then we leant in getting closer and closer. This time i couldn't push him away. I wanted this. I love him. Soon our lips met and sparks flew. It was amazing it lasted for 5 minutes before we broke apart.

I then remembered what happened again. He can't love me not now. I looked down at my scars ashamed.

"Don't look at me..." I said ashamed.

"But I can't take my eyes off of you..." he says lifting up my chin gazing into my eyes, I can't believe he said that. I think I blushed, our lips met again. I brushed my fingers through his un-combed messy auburn hair he looks cute with that. He held me tightly around the waist.

I wish that this day could last forever...

HEY SO HOW WAS IT? SORRY IT DIDN'T REALLY GO ANY FURTHER BUT THIS WAS JUST ASTRIDS POV SO YEAH! ANYWAYS WAS IT GOOD?

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