Forget // m.c.

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A/n I'm skipping right ahead to when they are famous sorry 💩

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Ever since they became famous, it's like a bomb went off.

Luke's pants got tighter, Michaels hair decreased, Calum's butt became not so private any more, and Ashton's laugh became more lovable.

The thing I hated most is the phone calls decreased. Everyday the calls got shorter until one day they eventually stopped.

What ever happened to the little gay bracelets we each had that said "best friends forever"?

(Luke demanded that we get them to show that we really are friends, even worse it was in 8th grade and he started crying when Michael said he wouldn't. But eventually Michael wore it.)

I was happy for them, but I had a love hate relationship with them right now.

I love their music and I could listen to it all day, and I still loved them to death.

I also hated them because I lost my only friends, I might sound selfish but I'm sure you would say the same thing.

So now all I do is cry over interviews, watch Netflix, and run a blog.

Oh what fun, please note my sarcasm.

So right now I was doing the normal now, laying in my bed on tumblr. There was a soft knock at the door and it opened slowly to show my mom.

"You know you're going to have to get over them soon." She said giving me a small smile.

"You don't know how hard it is, we spent our whole childhood together!" I threw my face into my pillow and laid there.

"I know, but it'll get better soon.." she started to rub small circles on my back. I sat up and stared at my tan boring wall.

"How did you get over dad?" I turned towards her and waited for her answer. But immediately regretted it. I saw her start to blink away tears that started in her eyes.

"I'm sorry you don't-"

"No it's fine.." She gave me another small smile. "I mean it wasn't easy to get over the man who you loved, and had a child with.." She looked down into her lap and then back up. "But it was also easy to get over him, I didn't want my child to grow up with a bad influence from her father."

She stopped for a second then looked at me.

"But it was for the best." She looked down at her hands in her lap then back at me. "I hope you never have a terrible husband, you are beautiful and I know you will make the right choices."

"I will mom don't worry." I whispered with a smile. I honestly felt bad for my mom. She does so much for me, but she never seems to get what she wants.

"I know you will. Now enough of the sad stuff, Dave is going to be here for dinner tonight soon.."

Oh what fun. I don't hate Dave... it's just I don't really like him. He always causes my mom anxiety, but yet she is still with them.

My mom started towards the door but stopped and turned towards me.

"Oh and Emily?" She said.

"Yeah?"

"Please take down that poster of your friends, it creeps me out." I could see we trying to keep in her laugh but before I could say anything she closed the door.

So what I had a poster of my friends? It's not that creepy. Just kidding it actually creeps me out a bit too. But I don't want to take it down, it's really the only time I see them.

I feel as if I don't even know them anymore. in interviews they are telling facts I didn't even know. That was a punch in the gut.

But deep down I knew I still loved them all to death, but did they still even think of me?

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I believe that was kind of good¿

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