Recovery (Miraculous)(Completed)

A Note and Confusion

Okay, so from now on, I will tell the story in pieces of what happens after a certain amount of time so I can wrap it up quickly and completely.

—-One Month Later—-

Marinettes Point of View

The wind whipped my hair around my face as I sat in front of the open window, my eyes gazing out to see the beautiful night sky. The stars twinkled merrily as tears threatened to fall from my eyes from the crumpled note I had crushed in my hand. Every time I looked at it, it violently tore my heart to shreds. I did love Chat, but he didn't love me. Every time I looked at it, I was reminded of that and of what he confessed a month ago. Well, it felt like a year ago. Time goes by really slowly when you know you have broken the heart of the one you love most.

Trying to hold in my tears, I opened the note again. When I first found it, I thought little of it, it didn't mean much. However, over time every emotion I had was amplified by those few words hastily written on a half sheet of notebook paper:

I'm sorry.
-Chat

My heart cracked once more. He was sorry. He felt bad and guilty for what had happened and I wasn't in the right shape to go talk to him about things. It would be too painful to hear him say how the clueless me was better than who I was. I avoided him at school at all costs and began being more distant with Alya and Nino so they wouldn't ask about it. Maybe I was overthinking this and he just felt bad for confusing me. But I felt like it actually meant something. I still loved him, but I was confused about my love life.

"What do I do, Tikki?" I have started relying and talking to her more once I remembered my old self. 

She flew up next to me. "What do you mean?"

"With Chat Noir." Tikkis eyes widened with realization. "He's so confusing and he makes me so confused and it's all just confusing and-"

"Please stop." Tikki interrupted me. "If you have feelings for him then go tell him."

I sighed and looked down. "But he said he doesn't love me."

"Then forget him. If he doesn't love you then you should just move on. You're pretty and nice and are literally a superhero, you could easily find someone else to get together with and maybe let them help you move on."

"But I don't think I'll ever stop being able to love him though, he was me best friend twice, as Adrien(Bridgette) and Chat Noir(Ladybug). So letting him go is loosing a part of myself."

Tikki sighed, looking tired and ready to get to bed. "Then chase after him, if you love him then you shouldn't let you go."

"Please keep what you're saying straight." She looked up at me sleepily. "First you tell me to go after him then say to let him go then tell me to go after him again."

She started drifting down to a fluffy pillow that had fallen off of the bed and was now on the floor. "Please, Mari. I haven't had good sleep for days because of Hawkmoths recent nightly akuma attacks. I also haven't had much of anything to eat in days. I need to get some sleep." She was now laying down on the pillow and her eyes lazily drifted shut.

"Goodnight, Tikki. Hopefully my life will straighten itself out soon." I turned my eyes back to the night sky outside my window.

Hello, again. Tomorrow is thanksgiving, so happy holidays! I'm sorry I keep doing all of these last minute, but school and stuff always takes a bunch of time.

RFF: There are 53 Lego bricks manufactured for each person in the world.

That number seems a little low. Have any of you guys been to Legoland? Just the entrance is made out of a crazy amount of Legos. I get that there are 7.6 billion people on Earth, but still.

Love ya guys! 🦄

-E