"Did I ever tell you how much I love you?"

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I’m screwed! I’m screwed! I’m emotionally screwed! Just kidding about that last one but guess what?

I’m screwed!

I told the boys that everything will be okay and tried to comfort them, but then I would be lying, and I couldn’t lie to them.

I’m screwed!

But, if my mission here is to lie to them half the time, how could I if I feel guilty about it?

I’m screwed!

This is why I needed to practice lying to them in the first place but seeing Liam and Louis torn apart like this, it makes me feel super guilty.

I think we’ve already gone through the process of establishing, that I’m screwed.

Then seeing Zayn and Niall trying to comfort them, makes my heart break even more.

Which is why I’m screwed.

The only rational person is Harry. He’s been trying to comfort them telling them that everything will be alright. I should really be helping him, but I chickened out. Where am I right now?

I’m in the shower, taking as long as humanly possible so I won’t have to face them.

Oh god, I’m really screwed aren’t I?

I don’t think I can do this anymore if I end up seeing them like this.

But if I don’t do this, then no money for college.

Ugh! I seriously need to talk to my Dad about this and evaluate my options.

Maybe I’ll go tonight. Who knows?

After 10 more minutes of letting the warm water hit me, I decided that I would see my Dad… in a week or so. I don’t know!

Ugh! Think Allison think!

Wow, I’m already using my full name. I only do that in situations when…

I’M SCREWED!

You know what? I can’t keep avoiding situations like this! I will face them!!!

First things first. I need to comfort the guys.

I went downstairs after getting changed and saw all the guys, on the couch, laughing and joking around. Say whaaaaa?!

“Hey?” I said ending the staircase which I really need to go down on the railing sometime soon.

“Oh hey Ally!” said Liam. Well he’s in a better mood…

“Uh, what happened while I was in the shower?” I asked hesitantly.

“Oh nothing much!” said Louis in a way too cheerful mood, like his old self. What the heck!?!

“Uh…”

“Well, we decided that if the paparazzi did in fact take notes on the whole truth or dare thing, we wouldn’t be sad about it and mope around all day. We decided that we would embrace it! Show the world who the real One direction crew is!” said Harry

“By doing…”

“We are making fun of each other’s most embarrassing secrets, we were about to start when you came. Want to join?” asked Zayn patting the seat next to him.

“Uh,” oh god what do I do? If I say no then my chances of finding out their secrets are gone. But I can’t see them torn apart again. But they did say that they would embrace it if the paparazzi did indeed find out.

College and a new car Ally!

“Sure.” I took a seat on the couch.

“Okay, I’ll start it off by saying I don’t have any embarrassing moments.” Said Niall “But, when I do, you lot will be the first ones I tell.”

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